Today was a good day.. Ghosts were laid to rest and peace fills my heart, for now I can truly "move on" why?

Because a Gracious person Whom I wronged terribly and affected their life in a most damaging way actually had the Good manners to share 51 minutes on an international phone call, Someone who should have me assassinated took my call and did'nt hang up...

sorry this does'nt make sence to anyone, coz I could not convey the gravity of that expieriance... To close a chapter of great importance in one's life, to say "Goodbye" and actually be glad it was over...

I did a great many injustice to this Person, who that call was to, and She gave such an aspect of human Love, that I pay hommage to this Great American, who once called me a friend.. I sought Peace and by the grace of the God within her she placated my Hungry spirit with True Kindness..

I am so Grateful to have met a one good Soul in this lifetime, because of the delusional effets of Drugs I missjudged this dear soul, with the Paranoia of a Mindless Drug addict, Which I have been, I deserve to be taken out and shot... and be grateful that someone took the time to put me out of my misery...

I deserve to die like a Dog, but the Mercy of a Great Soul resolved the psycodelic Prelude, into the Harmony of heaven... the power that turns the clouds into rainbows shone the light of truth into my eyes...

I am uplifted by the incomprehensible love of God in one tiny Human being..

Today was a good day because I was touched by the power of Love from an old nemesis of goodness..who killed the Evil Devil that was chained to my bones from birth...

and set the wickedness free from me... sorry this dont make any sence to anybody... Except the silent witness in the confessional... today God was manefest to my humble soul, a gift greater than Gold came to my heart..

with a wish so heartfelt it is going to last a whole lifetime... because in saying our last goodbye, every tear that was ever cried was wiped from my eye's...

I once knew a Great American, and in my heart she will never be parted from me... the courage and Humanity that was given me free will never leave me.. because now I know; and have tasted the Mercy of God, and what fills my heart with so much gratitude is that...

I dont deserve it.. May such a renewing life changing catharsis be given to you.. thankyou D.A. you sealed the Tomb of the past with the Virtue of your reason and life giving sweetness....

I will never be the same again, since you showed me what a gift closure can be: and I will hold your memory dear for the rest of my life...from that moment of peace you gave me just an hour ago..........

With all the Love of a Burning Saint in ecstasy.. so sure of the truth I have recieved.. blessings and Joy to you though it hurts, I gladly send it here in this little hommage to your "Goodness"

xoxo

Today the spirit of Eternal Beauty landed on me forever: and today I know For certain, "God is a Woman"