Today I can say that I hate you!!!! Just yesterday I would've ssaid that I loved you. But you broke my heart into ittle pieces and now I can't seem to put it back together to save my life.
In the begining when I first met you, you made me think that you were in my life to make me happy. But I realized that all you did was make me bitter. And trust me I don't want to feel this way, but you hurt like no one has every hurt me before. If you knew that you really didn't love the way that you said did, why would you lead me on that way. The pain that you brought upon me is worst than 1000000000 gun shots to the head..to the soul..to the heart. I've cried for seconds, mintues, hours, & days.........
When we first met you told me when you look in my eyes that you could see the pain that I've been through in the past and that ou would never put me through that again. But I see that you were just like the rest.
Now I'm angry, and I can't help it.
Then you said that it was because you weren't ready for a relationship. THATS BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I saw the pictures of you and that boy. You had on the outfit that I brought you for your birthday. Why couldn't you just tell me that you weren't happy. Look what you've done to me. I keep crying...can't stop crying.....