my boyfriend is abusing me and he told me he would kill me and i have kept quiet for a long time and im sacred for my life wat should i do i cant tell the teachers and i cant tell my parents, my sister and i deffinetly cant tell anyone of my closest friends wat shoul i do??

What a jerk! An abusive dude is a very insecure dude and you need to pack it up and move on. There are plenty of people who can help you. There are teachers that will help if you try to talk to them. You have to definately find someone to help you in this mess. Stuff like this can get real serious, no joke gurl-frand. Two things.....first you have to tell someone and make them help you and second, you need to figure out why you have allowed this to go on for so long. Work on your safety and then work on yourself. I don't know the situation about your parents but if you can not talk to them...go to the cops or something. Your the one who has to take that first step. A threat to kill someone is against the law and, if you are afraid of this dude that is a serious red flag. Good luck and take care of this before he takes care of you! Hope this helps but it isn't much as i really do not know the whole situation.

alright, there's this guy that's my FRIEND, but everyone keeps saying I like him more than that, and the truth is, I'm not even SURE if I like him more than just a friend. He just makes me so happy when I'm around him, and he actually makes me WANT to go to school just so I can see him. And I've started doing push ups and sit ups every ight just so I can beat his record of 30 push ups in a row, and 100 sit ups in a row. And now that I've played that game bloody knuckles with him(you know, that game where you hit each other's fists until someone says oww, or there knuckles start bleeding?), I want to play again with him, and I use to be petrified of that game! and he's having a party in two weeks, and he's invited me, but warned me that I would probably be the only girl, and we be playing pool/manhunt/scaring people (most likely me), and I WANT to go! and he's never gotten a white wash except from his dad, and i want to be able to do that! HELP! i don't know how I feel towards him, and I'm so confused!