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| Goodbye, farewell, Adieu. |
Before I say anything I would like to express my sincere gratitude to all the people who have given me unfailing support, whether by their own blogs, comments, email or IMs. I have been deeply touched by the depth of heart here on Thoughts.com, I have been truly blessed by the presence of some wonderful people in my life. I want to thank everyone for the hand of friendship that was extended to me, the laughs, tears and thoughts. Thank you!
The next part is the hardest for me to write about. I received all my test and scan results, as I blog preiously I have metastic cancer, as well as my breast, lymph nodes, ribs and spine, cancer has been found in my liver and lung and oddly one of my ankles. I've under gone a modified radical masectomy; my breast, lymph nodes under my arm and chest, chest wall have all been removed and I'll be starting on chemo and radiation therapy as well as a truckload of other goodies. The specialists have made it quite clear this is not treatment for a cure, it is to buy me some time. Time to spend with my beloved poppet, time to get my affairs in order, time to fullfil what dreams I can, time to say goodbye.
I have given up work and my study, my father had graciously offered to financially support Bailey and I as long as he needs to. My dad is a rock, he has his own worries and upsets to deal with and yet he stays strong for me. My sister and her husband have agreed to take and raise Bailey when the time arrives, it's all been formally placed in writing. My sister is already a wonderful mother to one and she will be a doting "mum" to my poppet.
Buying me time will come at a cost, tiredness and fatigue, illness and loss of strength, so i want to spend all my "well" time with Bailey, family and non virtual friends, so I am leaving Thoughts. I won't be deleting my log, I want my profile stand and my writings as well.
I hope that some of you will think of me fondly from time to time. Thoughts and many of its inhabitants will be in my thoughts and held in my heart. Please no pity either; I couldn't stand that.
I would also like to offer a warning; please, please, please, PLEASE if you think there is something wrong physically or that little niggle won't go away don'y simply ignore it get it checked by a doctor and a second opinion if need be. I didn't, I let tenderness and niggles slide and now I'll be paying the ultimate price. So PLEASE do something about it!
Take Care Everyone.
Be kind to others and spread the love.
God Bless.
All Our Love,
Cully and Bailey.
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Posted by Cully on 2009-08-06 23:14:47 | Rating: | Views: 1165
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