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Well, now that I made the initial connection with Luna, it comes time for the update. I get to tell her what has happened in my life since I last seen her. **Biting nails** I always felt like the reason she stopped talking to me was that she disapproved of my choice to stay with hubby (at that time just boyfriend even though we already had my eldest by that time). Now, from what I see on her myspace page, she is living the carefree single life I always planned for myself. I know some people might look at my life and not see a problem with it. I have a non abusive, faithful hubby. I take care of my eldest daughter in a nice fashion. She gets the clothes she wants and most of the toys. I can pay the rent and utilites. I have a great job, that I love. What more could I want. Well, anyone that new me from my younger years would know that I never planned to become a family woman so early in life. I wanted that single life that Luna is living right now. I do regret settling down so soon. The only thing I don't regret are my daughters. Which I realize is contradictory because if I hadn't settled down, I would've never had the youngest. ( I settled down because of becoming pregnant with eldest) Does this make me a horrible person? It almost makes me sound ungrateful. (Almost, ha!) Okay, enough self pity, right now. I bit the bullet and laid out my life of the last 5 years, and I'm holding my breath to see her response and what has happened to her. I'll update yall accordingly.
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Posted by CryDemiFey on 2008-05-30 15:24:39 | Rating: | Views: 76
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