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I went to see my husband last thursday. Things went absolutely wonderful. I just dont understand what is going on between us. When were together, things are so incredibly wonderful. But as soon as were out of each others sight, shit goes horribly awry. I dont understand it. I dont think I ever will. I wonder if it even matters anymore? No matter what happens, he will always be mine, and ill always be his. We both have come to this conclusion, because we love each other so deeply that when were together, its like the rest of the world just...falls away. And that leaves the big question.
When did love become "Not Enough?"
Im not speaking just about myself either...
I speak for Bullseye and for his "Broadzilla" who has put him through so much that i dont see how he hasnt snapped that womans neck yet.
I speak for BitterSweet and her "Prince Everything" who, even after he married someone else, still couldnt let her go. He put her through endless hurt and yet he still belonged to her with his whole heart, as she did with him. Yet he legally belonged to another, so that love was never enough.
I speak for TheAmandaChronicles and his "Amanda", whom he still adores even after all the shit that she put him through, knowing how he felt about her. (TAC, she may not have known for sure, but every woman has a bit of intuition on thses things, so I beleive that she knew "something" but never aknowledged it.) Yet he still speaks about her with such adoration, that I wish someone would say about me even HALF the things he says about her. But still...It was not enough.
I speak for Dreaming and her Nightmare Man, for this is the worst kind of love. Love that is being forced upon another, and I hope that someday she finds the strength that we all know she has, to rid herself of him for good. (You are stronger than he, Love. Never forget it.)
When did love become "Not Enough"?
Maybe one day, the joke wont be on us...
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Alone
From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.
Edgar Allan Poe
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"There's a danger in lovin' somebody too much, and it's sad when you know...it's you're heart you can't trust. There's a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby, sometimes love just ain't enough."
CUPID WORKS FOR THE DEVIL...
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Posted by BitterSweetheart
on 2008-04-05 15:42:20
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Love is fine
Love is great
But when all you have is love that is not acted on, then it gets stale
My wife tells me she loves me and I know in my heart of hearts she does. But she does not seem to "be able to" (I first typed "want" and corrected myself) to do the things that show me that.
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Posted by whiteknight
on 2008-04-10 12:45:38
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I agree that sometimes love is just not enough. Not enough to keep them on the straight and narrow & out of trouble. Or keep them from hurting you emotionally with their actions or inactions; even though, they "love you with all their heart and would never do anything to hurt you intentionally."
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Posted by leesbelle
on 2008-04-10 12:53:07
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