I dont know how much Im going to be writing here now.

Ive been so busy, and Im going to be moving soon.

Plus, its not a good time in my life right now.

AFter everything I wrote about last, my Gamps died on fathers day

I couldnt afford to fly to NY to go to his funeral.

I handt seen him in 2 years, and he never got a chance to see my son grow up. He never even got a chance to meet my husband, and we've been married for almost 3 years now.

I just feel rather shitty.

I may become a hermit for a while.

Sorry.




But I guess on a good note, My husband asked me to come back home.