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Hated for being me!

I often wonder, why I'm such a hated person.
Well, I'm not sure if "hated" is the appropiate word for it, but I do know that I'm not loved or liked by anyone.
People in school ignore me or rarely talk when I start a conversation.
Guys don't even know I exist. When they happen to see me, they forget about me within 3 minutes.
Yeah, I know ... I seem so desperate. In fact, I AM desperate, but not desperate for guys, but desperate to find an answer to this question :

- how come people don't seem to notice me, eventhough I have been trying to talk to them and be friends with them ?

I think I can actually already answer this question myself.
I don't drink alcohol and therefore don't go to parties, because that's all what parties are about (at least that's what I think).
I'm not interested in making up with guys or sleeping with them.

Well, there you go. I guess those are the main reasons for me not being accepted by all other teenagers in my school ... but then again, I'm proud of not being like them ! Of course it also makes me sad, not having any friends, but I'm sure I'll find some soon, when I move to Germany.
I want to start a new life there, making friends and having fun without getting drunk or without making out with guys !

Anyway, I'm gonna stay like I am. I am me and always will be !

Thanks for reading. You're welcome to leave your advice, thoughts, comments ... =]

-THE END-

Posted by Cookie_Monster on 2009-02-13 15:01:24 | Rating:

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:) well i had the same problem but i then again i got noticed alot cause i looked like the teen you described.
when in REALITY
i hated people who got drunk or drink alchol.
i hate drugs. and people who do them.
i was very prude. and had no interest in sleeping with a guy. or least not just any guy. thats kinda changed:/ iv been with the same guy though for a yr an we still havent had sex cause were not sure really for alot of reasons.
people were mostly jelous though.
maybe you look too goody goody an angelic like.
your the perfect girl.
but then again you never know what the other person is seeing when you talk to them
you can go change your hair an clothes an stuff to get a little attention. hah go scene but still care about everything. but really its not worth it.
i wish i was completely invisible sometimes.
but you are who your are. and our generation is VERY dumb, and VERY immature then the past teen generations. its ridiculous.
want more attention still..move to a new school in the middle of the yr or be very out going or care about other peoples intrest without being judgemental an relate an talk an stuff like that.
girls are bitches.
guys are stupid.
girls mature faster than guys...
and some girls mature faster than the girls in their own grade.
like you:)
and me or least i think so..

Posted by kaotickatt123 on 2009-02-13 15:55:30

I'm glad you agree with me xD
I do consider myself a little smarter than some other girls who think giving their bodies away to guys is the best thing to do. Well, I consider that quite immature.
But then again, they will become mature and realize that what they did wasn't the best thing after all ... anyway, we can't change they generation today.
Thanks for your comment (:

Posted by Cookie_Monster on 2009-02-13 16:25:40