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What do I do when I have the perfect guy, the guy of every girls dreams, but I'm not ready for him yet? I don't want to get married. I've never loved anyone else, but I want to explore. I don't have hardly any experience with guys. I don't want to get too serious and then wonder if I should have been with someone else. But, and this is the selfish side of me, I don't want to let him go. I'm afraid someone else will find him and take him away from me. Then what happens if I change my mind about this whole situation and I want him back?
There are so many things about him that are sweet. If a girl gave a description of her perfect guy, it would be him.
Now, I am also not an ordinary girl. I like playing with rattelsnakes and wrestling with my guy frineds. I am not a trashy tomboy, but I don't wear make-up (unless it is a special occasion), own a dress, or like shopping. I sometimes feel like I am the guy in the relationship because I have always been the one who has avoided commitment and it just seems like we switched roles. I don't understand the notion of flowers or candle lit dinners. Girls are foreign to me.
So I have the guy every girl wants, I want to keep him on a leash while I am out exploring, and I want to keep other girls away from him. I know he is completely in love with me and would wait for me to come around, but I just don't feel right about this.
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Posted by Confuddled on 2008-06-12 02:01:01 | Rating: | Views: 114
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hey, my gosh that IS a confusing situation. woah. i dont get all that romantic crap either, i hate dresses, makeup is stupid and causes blemishes, and i dont like commitment either. but i have no idea what to do about letting ur guy go. i can see how u want 2 but dont want 2. if he is so in love with u maybe u should just tell him u want 2 take a break and see other ppl, and if he really loves u he wont fall 4 ne1 else and once ur done "exploring" u can go back to him. if it doesnt work im sorry, but once uve done whatever u choose, tell me how it went!!
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Posted by Hunterrrrxisxamazing
on 2008-06-17 12:58:35
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What can i say? Cheat. Come on over to the dark side. You're already half way there with being so selfish. Just cheat on the poor fool. That's what i'd do. Have fun Hun.
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Posted by BloodyDreams
on 2008-06-17 23:01:27
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Tell him your going to explore first. If he doesn't like it, lock him up in your cupboard till you are finished.
Its not the dark side its seeing the light. Mabe he is not your perfect man afterall.
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Posted by yadokta
on 2008-06-18 07:35:36
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