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January 5, 2008
This is the first entry for me here or anywhere else for that matter. I have never had a blog site before. As I drove into work this morning i decided that I wanted a place to be open and honest albeit annonymously. There is a photo of me taken in novemember so you know what I look like. I am single and have been for almost 5 years. To some extent I enjoy being single but honestly I am very lonely with no one to talk to or really be with. that loneliness is what prompted me to start a blog site. I believe that sharing, even in this way, will allow me to share in some way with someone. I have a great job, tons of close acquaintances at work, I am close to my children, healthy, buying my home, active in my church, not ugly, a college grad, all that normal stuff. I have this normal decent guy side that everyone sees and knows and a side few know. I miss the real intimacy of a close, loving, meaningful, sexual, playful, joyful, working relationship. I miss it more than i can bear. If not for my children and grandchildren i think I would check out of this life. No one knows or understand the loneliness and depression I feel at times. My life is so good it would appear to all but going home after work after a hard, stressful and succesful day to an empty house is hard. I want to make love again to someone who wants me, I want to do for someone, and be loved in return for just who I am. Well you get the picture.
I have work to do now. it is a blizzard here in Utah cold snowy, blowing and beautiful. Have a great day, I wish you were here to talk to or to sit quietly with. There is someone I love and miss but she is gone and that is part of the rest of the story. Have a great day. |
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Posted by Clayson on 2008-01-05 10:35:06 | Rating: | Views: 58
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I feel you. This is a good place to share this stuff. You might find answers just by getting this off your chest. Peace.
You can create all that you desire.
More peace.
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Posted by shine
on 2008-01-05 12:07:13
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welcome clayson!
i hope you enjoy yourself here!
cheers!
:o)
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Posted by badlydrawnstickman
on 2008-01-05 13:12:26
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Thank you for your comment on my blog. I agree...sounds like we found the right place, too, eh?
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Posted by Corpearl
on 2008-01-06 10:31:00
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