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Have you ever wished you were someone else or did something different, i wish like that all the time but my three main wishes are something i struggle with everyday:
I wish i didn't have my kids.
I wish i didn't feel that i wish i didn't have my kids.
I wish time would fly by so my kids could grow up faster and wouldn't have them depending on me.
you see i love my kids but i had all three by the age of eighteen and because of that i feel tied down, i've missed out on life or developing to my full potential, but i also feel sooooo guilty for feeling that way. i'm an alright mum but i'm not very affectionate towards them or to anyone else mind you, i am the way i am. i sometimes think my life would be so much easier and fun if i hadn't made the choice to have them, but because you can't turn back time and because i love them i can't give them up, so i wish my third wish with that time would fly by so i could start having the life i want. I'll be thirty six when my youngest child is old enough to leave home, i'll still be young enough to go traveling and have a career, get out and have some fun. so i'm really looking foward to that day but it doesn't seem to want to come fast enough.