I know that I just wrote, but there is so much up there floating around that I cannot seem to turn it off.

I know that I have school in eight hours.

Do I wake up early to work out?  Can I do that?

I never met T for coffee tonight.

Being home in a few weeks.  Ahh, home.

Seeing Tricia.

My coffee with S tomorrow, for which I am petrified and terribly embarrassed about what we will discuss.

How large my gut is right now.

How desperately out of shape I am right now.

How I know that I can do better, and am at this moment, resolving to do so.

D, and how she just has the balls to live her life as she wants.

Hiring a private trainer.

All the bills I have to pay that I am delinquent on, but will not pay until after Nov. 1st.

My father.

My Mother 

My stepmother.

Jesus.

 And, there we are, folks.