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Taking and Leaving
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I stand, and the overwhelming exhaustion pushes me back, forces me to accept gravity and the weighing of the illness. To take it forcibly. I sit back down.
On the edge of my vision, I see my flesh move, absent of my mindfulness. I am stuck.
I will myself to do...
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Clarissaag on 2008-07-11 01:09:28
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Weakness, in all its glory
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I have been told that my life will be like a fountain. With words spewing forth, frothing from decorative spouts, in lieu of the hydrous, calming blue.
Undeniably, my words are like water. They envelop my mind, drown my consciouness, float upon all aspects of my...
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Clarissaag on 2008-06-15 01:29:52
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Emotional Distress
Indecision
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Cynical Travel Diary #2
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Tuesday, May 27, 2008
On the plane from Atlanta to Houston
My mind is a veritable pin ball machine, ideas bouncing upon other things, lighting them up, yet only for a second.
I think that writing may be my own kryptonite; the anti-power of the commoner, or...
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Clarissaag on 2008-06-09 01:51:59
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Confusion
Travel
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Cynical Travel Diary #1
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Tuesday, May 27th, 2008
Aboard plane to Atlanta
There is a curiousness of airports that is, I think, baffling. When I was younger, the excitement of flying was intoxicating. I was free to do what I could not normally: read trashy magazines and purchase snacks to...
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Clarissaag on 2008-06-09 01:48:49
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Travel
Malcontent
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Waiting For My Real Life to Begin
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I cannot help but think that my collegiate experience, as it is now entering its final year, has been a crash course free for all.
I have been the captain of a go cart that has been careening out of control; turning at whims and leaving me quite, quite lost. At no one's fault...
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Clarissaag on 2008-05-14 10:32:39
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Delirium
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My contacts are sticking to my eyes.
There are times when the weight of the future, the coming effects of this work I am producing, as well as the sleep that is necessary for most humans to function, but I can never seem to get, pushes down upon me.
It does not make...
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Clarissaag on 2008-05-01 01:22:00
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Work
School
Exhaustion
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Uphill both ways, in the snow
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"Communicating" with my father is like screaming into the wrong side of a megaphone. No matter what, the other person will not hear you, but overpower your small voice.
I know, or at least am actively trying to convince myself, that he does't want any pain in my life...
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Clarissaag on 2008-04-27 16:26:52
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Father
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The Opening of My Memoir, If I Were To Write One
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The intersection of my creation is an interesting one, and one that was, inevitably, meant for destruction.
My father is an oilman. He works to fund the signature consumption that is America. A land of plenty.
He drills for oil and as an engineer, woks to...
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Clarissaag on 2008-04-22 22:57:13
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Family
Parents
Origin
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A New Sensation
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It is a slightly eerie feeling knowing that people can read what you think; perhaps, at your weakest or lowest moments. This started out as catharsis - a private, but necessary outlet. And it has become something that other people spend their time reading.
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Clarissaag on 2008-04-16 21:56:13
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Clarissaag on 2008-04-13 23:11:30
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Self-worth
Struggle
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Affliction Explicit Content
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All I can think of when I consider the concept of a broken record is the phrase, "But you can't compare." That is like not admitting to masturbating or telling people you never fart. Everyone compar
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Clarissaag on 2008-03-26 00:32:11
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Frustration
Struggling
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My List of Musings
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I know that I just wrote, but there is so much up there floating around that I cannot seem to turn it off.
I know that I have school in eight hours.
Do I wake up early to work out? Can I do that?
I never met T for coffee tonight.
Being home in a few...
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Clarissaag on 2007-10-28 23:17:03
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Chili and Men and Pie, Oh My!
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There are so many things rushing through my brain right now.
Mainly this:
If I wasn't doing things that I am so unhappy about, I would be a better person.
My days are long and my evenings are benign and my nights are long. And then they start al...
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Clarissaag on 2007-10-28 23:09:44
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Frustration
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Random Musterings on a Cold October Afternoon Explicit Content
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Once again, I am here to XXXXX about how much I hate college here at this university.
There is some semblance of comfort in the fact that I am beginning to enjoy the pieces that we are reading in class, and th
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Posted by:
Clarissaag on 2007-10-10 13:13:07
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