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Well huh whats going on in my life? Well i can tell you ALOT of crap is going on.
I kinda wish it wasn't happening but hey, we cant always have what we want.
My family was not always my first priority. friends were my main thing.
When i look back at all the shiz i've done, i realize how much i hurt my family.
Well i started talking to this guy, he's pretty amazing! He's a Marine, has a great job, adores me for who i am. My family, well my mom and her boyfriend would be against me seeing him.
I just moved in with my dad, my grandma, and my brother CJ. Let me tell you, how much of a change it is. But i think for the most part its a good one. My mom and me are something else..We are too much alike, its sad.
I love my mom, i really do. I wish i could be her best friend, someone i can always go to. But recently i cant. I miss her. I dont know who to talk to when im sad, angry, happy. Yea there is other people i can talk to, but talking to her was fun. I cry when i get so angry with her, i think about her gone and out of my life..but i cant imagine that. She's my everything..She was there when i had a kid, when i gave that baby up for adoption, when i overdosed and was sent to a pshyciatric hospital..
If i could tell one thing, it would be she will never be replaced.
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