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Today, has been complicated. Much like every other day for the past 9 months since I left home.I realized yesterday, that many of the mind games that have been played with me, the pain that I've felt, and hurtful silence that I have endured from close friends, has neither been my own fault, or a......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-01 19:06:51 |
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Beginning
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The trip to Boston was great. I enjoyed getting to spend time with everyone there, and I was able to relax to an extent that I haven't in awhile. The song by Slipknot, "Before I Forget", has been stuck in my head the past couple of days, especially the slow part around the 3 minute part. I really......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-03 09:42:13 |
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Well, the Patriots lost last night. Bummer. Anyways, the days until June are counting down, and I'm beginning to feel it. I'm excited, yet also anxious because I don't know what happens after that day. It feels like that has been my goal for 9 months now, just to make it through to June 14th, and......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-04 14:49:16 |
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Well today was...oh fuck words...there are none to describe the high mountains, and carved valleys that were my emotions today. I wrote a letter that was quite hard for me to write, about how I don't deserve a roller coaster for a friendship, and how I expect consistency and compassion.I was......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-05 17:13:33 |
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Spring
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Feeling very empty, drained of emotions, perhaps lacking. Said to self, "Reliving the past brings up feelings from that past". Good or bad, who knows? Anyways. I wonder if what those people at home, that person, that they saw in me, if he is back. I doubt it. I have evolved, into something......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-07 12:45:18 |
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Again
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Felt invalidated today, all that I put out there in my last email with a friend as far as emotional vulnerability was ignored, casually waved aside. "Bleeding Mascara" (by Atreyu) really describes my mood today, I'm just not in a very tolerant or patient mood at the moment. I hate that I put a......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-08 18:45:16 |
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V
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Today was yet another odd day. Still really am not sure when I'm going to feel "back on my feet again" with all these things going on. I still have a lot to work out with Sarah, and just the thought of that is a lot to deal with. I have a lot on my plate at the moment, yet I keep taking more on.......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-11 20:21:04 |
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I had an unexplainable happiness for two days prior to today, and then, as the poet once said, "things fall apart".
I've got a headache today, and I've just not been in a good mood at all. I've been irritated, among other things by the heat of the house, others and their stupidity, and having......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-15 16:07:46 |
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Fuck.
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So it's been a couple of days, and those couple of days have sucked. As Kay puts it, "you set yourself up to be alone", and it works with surprising efficency sometimes, even with people that I don't want to distant myself from. Such as friends.
I've felt quite distanced from froms, and the......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-20 10:33:23 |
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Grapevine
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Visiting the Mouse Again:
Headed out to grill, for nightly visit to mouse
Customary greeting, of bread dropped,
just outside his enclave.
Peeked his head out, nodded head like friends
meeting in street. No words spoken, until silence broken,
by speech, that so few comprehend.
“Mouse,......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-02-24 08:54:32 |
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Mouse
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