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So this is my first Blog. Never have done this but I needed a way to express my thoughts. I am a tenacious person in this world. Music surrounds and fulfills me. People confuse me. Friends hug me. Family supports me. Why is it that all these things can go on through my mind but yet the one person that CREATED me comes last? This summer I met a person that changed my view on everything. I truly believe that God sent him into my life and spoke through him that night that made me the person I am today. I am young and grew up in a divorce family. My step dad introduced me to a youth group leader that got me involved in my favorite place. HOPE PRES. Anyways I was always such a good influencer and never wanted nothing more than His spirit to dwell inside of me. Then I went through high school, with MANY experiences in between, and traveled down the wrong path and lost that passion I had once had. By the end of my first semester I was SICK of the partying, hooking up, and the drama that went along with this scene I was a part of. I was a lost soul. Praying for 2 years that God would send something or someone to me to give me a reality check. And He did. And I have yet to tell him that I think he is an amazing person. I tried to get in touch with him to hang out but I don't think he wanted to. The point of this whole story is that my username is who I am. I am a changing person with a lot of past. I am past the typical college life. I am past the hurt. I am past the drama. I am past the NOTHINGNESS that people typically do at my age. I believe that we were all put on this earth for a purpose. In my soul I truly think that mine was to travel the world and aid those in need. I mean there are so many who are helpless. Why not use our blessings for the good? I continue to pray everyday for that person in my life that I believe opened my eyes that summer. I think there should be more people out there in this world. I am hoping that I will one day be that person for someone else.

Posted by ChangedWays09 on 2009-09-02 00:18:33 | Rating: