I feel down today.  I read the news and it says 10,000 are dead in Myanmar, Man fatally shot at birthday party, 1,000 evacuated from stranded ship...and well the list goes on.

Why do I care?  Why does it affect me so deeply?

I also feel sad because no one in my family takes the time to call me and ask how I'm doing.  I'm always calling them, and trying to solve everyone's problems.  I can't be any other way...but it would be nice to have it be the other way around sometimes.  Sometimes I need help.  Sometimes I need rescuing.

I feel so tired...and so alone.