Yesterday's swimming lesson was very productive.  Although I feel like I kid, this is an opportunity I have to seize. 

I am so scared of the water.  I am scared to drown, to lose my balance and slip and break something...or even die.  Most of all, I am afraid of sinking.

This has now been the third lesson of 10.  I have improved, but I'm still using water belts, noodles, and boards. 

Yesterday we jumped into the pool for the first time (with life jackets on).  It was a frightening experience. 

At the end of every class, I end up with a headache because I am focusing on learning something completely new and this is stressful on the brain I suppose.

Still, I feel terrific that I went.  That I didn't quit.  I won't quit.  I will continue to face my fear and learn a new skill. 

Hopefully all will be well!