Ok so first day back to college tommorrow ..yay.. I guess I really still want more time off. Plus I'm looking at my check book and my credit card thats almost full thinking where the hell am I going to get money for school ? I need books. college books are the most exspenceve about jr. College. its winter semester too! that means its a 16 week class squeezed into 4 weeks .. not to mention I'm taking 4 of those squeezed classes.. I'm going to lose my mind.

 then I have the tattoo expo comming up this next weekend. I love that place tattoos are way my thing. I have two and want more. But also got my friends to go but not sure where I am goig to get the money to get them into the show. its deffintly not cheap. *sigh* its already day one of this new year and already its caused me super stress and me and my mom already got into a few fights .. it sux so much its not looking good for all the rest of the days in this year its like getting up on the wrong side of the bed only I hope that I'm not going to do this all this year .

 On a slightly positive note my boyfriend and I Talked to day it was nothing deep .. but I got and I love you at the end of teh conversation and  thats what makes me feel so warm and special at the end of day thats he loves me and I love him too.

If he could look into my eyes he would see how much I really love him.

I think this picture is works well for this blog.