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In love...in life...in grace..
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Name Nicole Grzegorzewski 
Birthday 1988-07-04 Send a private message to CLZPNY
Gender Female
Orientation Straight
Relationship Status Unspecified
Religion Christian
Location Birmingham Alabama
United States
About Me
About Me
a rare rose in a garden full of weeds.  i'm not that rose, i never was and i never want to be.
i'm that lily in the back.  close to the pond in the garden.  weeds creeping up and covering, not nearly as noticed as the rose, but just as special.
i am a young adult who aspires to be peter pan.  i never want to grow up.  i want to be a kid for the rest of my life.  my body is failing me though.  every day i progess towards an inevitible end.
i grew up wanting to be an actress, the next erica cain.  my mom said i had the drama for it.  i've never acted but once.
i don't sing, and i don't dance.  i stumble, bump into stuff, drop stuff, and say sorry a lot.  i don't ever really mean it.  the word comes out before i know what i'm saying.  its like pavlov's dog, trained to a form of obedience.
i want to grow up and be good at something.  i would love to believe i would make a good wife, but i grow up more ever day, realizing i'll never be domestic.
i'm a helpless romantic.  caught between fiction and non-fiction, biographies and my own autobiography.  i don't really know what i want in life, other than more time.  more time for change, chance, and opportunity.
i have a motto.  its easier to ask for forgivness than to plead a case for doing something.  the only thing i want to regret when i die is the fact that not everyone will get to experience what i got to.  not everyone was so blessed.
my dad taught me to be the best at whatever i do.  so if i am a window washer i will be the best window washer in the washing company.
my mom has taught my survival.  to keep getting up no matter how hard life pushes you down.
my brother is guts.  my sister is confidence.  my grandpa is wisdom.
everything in life should be tried once.  even if it takes years of encouragement.
no opportunity too big, no possibility too small.
beauty is skin deep, and true love is only existant if you can believe in it.
life is more fun with puppies and pen pals.
church=god.  god=salvation.  salvation=unrequited love.  me=blessed to be here.
for every lie told there is at least 10% truth.  Which percent are you using?
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Thats neat that you found your brother and that you are reconnecting. I cannot seem to get rid of mine, but reading stuff like this makes me appreciate him a little more. Thank you. (posted in How I found my brother)
last semester I had so many problems. I wanted to just disapear. At one point I didn't even have a roommate anymore. So I could lock myself in my room for hours by myself with no one even knowing. I would miss classes, forget to study, and just try to sleep as much as possible. I would wake up a few hours a night to call home and lie about how everything was going alright. Talk to my boyfriend and make him think I was fine. I wasn't though. Have you ever thought about taking Vitamin D? It makes me feel a little more comfortable and not as ill with myself for some reason. (posted in Mechacholy)
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