ah...
i just want to make a blog to share my thoughts with people i never met.
i guess i felt more comfortable sharing my thoughts anonymously instead of to my friends. it's wrong, but i can't help it. i trust them, but not completely. it's very out of character for me to suddenly telling them about my troubles. for the past couple of years, it's always me listening to their compalins and worries, while i'll just nod or shake head, agree or disagree, or simply just smile. i'm not a good talker, but with a keyboard, i can type out my voice loud enough for the whole virtual world to see.