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Happy Winnie The Pooh Day :)

When Mummy and Todd got home from work they told me it was Winnie The Pooh day :)! I am sad I didn't know this already as it would have made my day EVEN better [yes, I had a NICE DAY. AT SCHOOL. :O!] but oh well. I looked it up and it is A.A Milne's birthday meaning we are supposed to be thanking him for creating Winnie The Pooh, who is such a loved character around the world, by doing all things bear-like. Such as making bear pictures or colour in bears and... eating honey maybe? :)
I love Winnie The Pooh and I am glad it is Winnie The Pooh day, so I hope everyone had a lovely day :)

I am supposed to be doing my diary but I've already done three pages and I'm craving answering the questions from Kerrang from the Random Question Generator because they seem quite interesting. But I am going to carry on with meine diary because.. well Mummy is making me milky coffee and it is less sophisticated and more cosy to write handwritten with a hot drink. Er, yeah O.o

Are there any magical powers you wish you had?
Well yeah many. I wish I had most magical powers. Magical mind-y powers to control people and stuff, invisibility. And being able to fly. I wish I was magic in general completely ! :)

What is your favourite time of day?
I can never decide. I can be such a morning person when I want to wake up and be all jolly but it's not been like that for a while and I keep staying up late. I like noon and I like.. when the sun goes down. I also like.. just general late morning when you wake up slow and its all lovely and fresh. I miss feeling fresh, gosh.

Have you ever had chicken pox?
Yes I had chicken pox when I was dead little. I remember lying on my old settee in my old house with my cot quilt from when I had a cot [I still have that quilt in my room right now :D] and itching. I must have itched a lot cos I have scars all over of chicken pox. By my mouth, on my temples, on my tummy and my chest. Pfft!

How old were you the last time you went trick or treating?
Well fifteen, I went with Lucy in October :D
It was excellent, except some prick floured me and threw a rock at me. Oi mates.

What's the grossest thing you've ever seen?
I really am not sure. I haven't seen many gross things. Some of the stuff we do in Biology. We watched this show from Channel Four where they fully dissected a human body on the screen, people had to like leave the room cos it was so horrid. Yeah, that.

If you could read one book for the rest of your life, what would it be?
That's ever so hard. Probably Just In Case, cos I could live by it :)
Or Hamlet cos it's amazing, if you can even count it as a book? No. It's a play.
Orrrrrrrr.. can't I pick a SERIES? I guess not. Hmm.

What's your favourite album of all time?
Jeesh that's hard. I think I've established it before actually but I will have to think about it now. And even then it won't be right. Some album where all of the songs are awesome. What about Good Charlotte the first one? Gahh what about In Between Dreams. I love that album, let's pick that :)

What's the most pain you've ever been in?
I have no idea. I've not really broken any bones or anything. Ooh when I got my finger trapped in the back of a door, that bloody well HURT. I can imagine falling off a wall backwards and cracking my head open hurt quite a bit, but I don't remember it :D

When and where was your first kiss?
It was under a coat in year 2 with a boy I was absolutely sure I was in love with called Thomas Ham. In the playground we arranged to meet under my coat by the bench and we kissed and then he like walked off or whatever, I don't know :D

Have you ever laughed so hard you peed a little bit?
Of course I have. Who on Earth hasn't? :D If you need the loo and you're laughing you can't help it :D Actually it is not a grinning matter, but y'knooow ;)

Have you ever woken up in a strange place and not known where you were?
Well when I'm on holiday I do that every morning until I register that I am on holiday. But in general everyday-ness, nope.

When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
I still am a kid, and I want to be some kind of writer :)
But when I was little I wanted to be like everything. Writing stories has always been prominant since the only thing I am vaguely good at is English. But I went through a dancer stage and a policeman stage. :)

Have you ever done something monumentally dumb to impress a woman?
No, no I haven't :D But this is being asked to a man so let's say have I trried to impress a man. Er, most likely yeah. Not sure what though. I think in year seven I pretended I was like, a huge Muse fan so this guy called Matt would think I was cool. I don't like Muse very much.

Have you ever gotten away with something that could have landed you in jail?
Well er, yes it could have landed me very much in jail had I not been like, 6. I feel bad even thinking about it. Jesus Christ I do some stupid and horrible stuff. I really need to start learning from it all.

I am going to see Korn tomorrow. Oh how fabulous it shall be. Deathstars and Flyleaf. Never listened to Flyleaf, apparently they're fabby but disappointing live? I won't be disappointed, I am never disappointed by live stuff, even if it's really bad :) Not sure what I'm doing on Sunday but I'm sure it will be good.
Then I'm going to see Avenged Sevenfold on Monday. Wowza at all of my concerts :D
Oooh Monday is also college open day. Me and Jazzyspazzy are dragging Jake along because Avenged Sevenfold is his Christmas pressie from me, but college open day is like a few hours before so he will have to come :P

I am having a bit of paranoia about something I need to forget right about now and I don't know whether it's wise to forget it or not. I think I should because personally to me it isn't that important and it would only ruin everything. But am I 'living a lie'? Who knows? I don't know whether I should admit it to myself or not? Ohh terrifying, is it just going to keep popping up all the time until it's out? Who know's that too??? I am worrying myself a lot but I can't talk about it to anyone cos then it just will seem more real. What shall I do? I just thought I'd do nothing. I hope that it isn't this that's making me all silly and sad all the time. Y'know, subconciously knowing that I know something that other people might know and could use but not sure if they know but still knowing I know? Why am I such a prat? Then again at the time it was so understandable because I had no idea of the circumstances to come so.. y'know, nobody can moan at all. I don't feel like I'm in the wrong but maybe I know that I am and that's what's wrong with me? Ohh pooey what the hell am I saying? I'm not in the wrong at all, the.. other, first person was in the wrong and I just wanted to escape their wrong as quick as possibly. Just for them to decide to come back to the right after I had done the right, making the right I did change to wrong?! How unfair if I get picked on for it :(

Also Pip posted a smelly bulletin on myspace that says 'the idea of planned bullying makes me smile though ;)' and now because of all of this I'm not paranoid about THAT. Good lord I feel like the world is against me, how incredibly melodramatic. If I value myself it only ever turns to everybody thinking bad about me. Maybe it is better to think nothing of myself and then assume nobody else bothers to think about me either? Why should they, I suppose? So maybe they don't. There are plenty of people Pip doesn't like more than me. And what I do is nobody's business. Whatever, I'm going to bed because things look better in the morning.

If I don't go to Lucy's on Sunday then Sam's coming round I think/hope :)
But now I don't deserve him. But I DO because he hurt ME so now we're EQUAL. I didn't DO anything wrong. I am completely in the line of the law here. So my conscience should shut up. I know my morals are a bit wrong and I also know that Karma is going to slap me in the face with something that means a lot to me as well like college or something, but I swear I make up for it by generally being alright? I'll have to fight for positivitey and hoist it upon people and so on. I'm sure it's still bad karma if it's not selfless though. Oh God I hate karma it's so confusing. But I deserve whatever I get. Meh..

Sweet dreams planet :) I hope I can sleep okay. I hope I'm not a bad person.
xx