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So, part of me thinks that I think a little more clearly after I've had a couple glasses of wine. I know that this makes me sound like an alcoholic, though I really don't think this is the case. I've always sort of felt like I have some sort of problem with concentration.... maybe ADHD? I know I'm mildly depressed, though I don't really know if it's enough to get medicated for. Maybe bipolar? I was thinking this earlier today, while hanging out with one of my really good friends from high school. She mentioned I was acting really odd, and I hadn't noticed it until then, but I was.... like... manic. Then, later this evening, I was feeling quite somber. She thought I was sad. I wasn't sad... just... subdued? I guess that would be the most appropriate word for what I was feeling.
I just want to say, I've had a few glasses of wine, and I do (definitely) feel more thoughtful. Does this make me an alcoholic? My mother (and father) was (and still is) an alcoholic. Maybe I'm just paranoid. I should also state that I am home alone. Huh. Depressing.... drinking alone.....
anyway.
People always say that if you're really crazy, you don't realize you're crazy. I think I'm a little crazy... so does that mean I'm not crazy? Sometimes, I think my subconscious wants me to be a little crazy so that people will want to pay attention to me. How sad right?
Haha... I just saw Dr. House refer to a baby as a parasite. That's exactly how I feel. LOL.
anywho....
I should probably take a shower. I think I might go to a club later with my roommates, and I definitely don't want to go this nasty..... shower time it is.
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