So I had a sonohysterogram on monday (it was entirely unpleasant). Just received the results from my doctor. No tumor. Only one slight abnormality. Apparently whoever read the results from my first ultrasound read them very, very wrong. Talk about a false alarm! The abnormality that I mentioned is that I have a very thin uterine lining. So, to try and fix this my doc is putting me on birth control pills. If these have no effect, then I have to see another specialist (what specialty I have no idea).
Hopefully these will have some effect.

On another note, I went to Chicago with a few friends of mine last week. Lots of fun! Although now one of the aforemetioned friends is being a little bitch when it comes to paying us back for the hotel room and tours that we went on. I paid upfront for the tours with a credit card to make things easier for everyone. This was with the understanding that I would be paid for it immediately. Who goes on a vacation and just assumes that your friends will lend you money? He didn't have the money to pay for the hotel room or the tours. He didn't even tell us. Now, after asking him time and time again, he is saying that he won't be able to pay me for a week or two. THIS TRIP WAS NOT SOMETHING THAT I WAS PLANNING ON HAVING TO PAY FOR ALL BY MYSELF. Needless to say, I am pretty angry with him over this. I mean for god sakes! He is 21 years old and acting like a spoiled child. Not that I should be surprised. He still lives with his parents, doesn't go to school, and can barely hold a part time job. Talk about a bum.

*sigh*

I am frustrated. I need to find some new friends. I love my roommates, but I really need someone else to hang out with beside them. I need to go back to school. Summer semester starts in a couple of months, so it won't be that much longer... Until then, I am going to focus on working my butt off (literally and figuratively). I am going to try and put in as many hours as possible at the bank. I am going to pay off my grandparents (Only $775 to go). I am going to figure out all of my health problems. I am going to join the YWCA and get back in shape. I am going to go to the dentist.

When I started this blog, it was to help me accomplish my new years resolutions. I have already accomplished two of them, and halfway through another. This certainly is helping... I am keeping myself accountable. Now I really just have to get on top of the weight loss resolution.
I am being reminded of it daily. Everyone that I work with seems to be making comments on my weight. It really is a slap in the face. I know I am overweight, but I guess I never thought it was so apparent to everyone else. Today one of my really good friends at work was talking about how he is trying to be happy with who he is. He has been trying to gain weight for a long time, and finally gave up. Then he metioned that I have probably been trying to lose weight. It totally caught me off guard. I mean he is right. And I know he didn't mean anything by it. He really is the nicest guy. It was just casually mentioned.
Also, another one of my coworkers made a remark...We had all ordered pizza and I was having a slice of veggie pizza. She said "Don't you eat meat?" I said no. Then (keep in mind she is an immigrant from Ethiopia and doesn't speak english that well) she asked if I ate sweets. I wasn't sure where she was going with this, and I said, confusingly, yeah I do eat some. Then she said "Oh well that is why you are... *she is motioning with her arms out to show a fat person)*  "
Well... as humiliating and insulting as these comments are... atleast they are keeping me conscious of my weight. I can honestly say I have never wanted to lose weight more.