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I want to be a doctor.
Really badly.
I want to help people. I want to be the port in the storm. I'm scared, though. Scared that I wont be able to get into med school. Scared that I wont even graduate college. Scared that I'll end up like my mother. VERY scared of the last one. VERY.
Ugh! God. I'm kinda buzzed. And home alone. I want to talk to someone right now, and the best I can do is write a stupid blog. Seriously? seriously.
I want to be close enough to someone taht I can just call them and they will comeover. I;m really terrible at handling personal realtionships.
Anyone seen Yes Man?
The speech that he gives to whatsherface at the end of the movie saying how he didn't feel worthy enough of a relationship?
I felt a little awkward watching that, because it is EXACTLY how I feel. Exactly.
Except for the whole *well I don't feel that way anymore* part. I am so bad about personal relationships. I tend to distance myself from everyone I know because Im scared I'll get too close to someone, and then they'll realize taht Im not worth the intimacy. Then they'll leave. I dont want anyone to leave me.
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