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doctors?
I want to be a doctor. Really badly. I want to help people. I want to be the port in the storm. I'm scared, though. Scared that I wont be able to get into med school. Scared that I wont even graduate college. Scared that I'll end up like my mother. VERY scared of the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-04 22:37:42 | Rating:

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sunday sunday...
So, part of me thinks that I think a little more clearly after I've had a couple glasses of wine. I know that this makes me sound like an alcoholic, though I really don't think this is the case. I've always sort of felt like I have some sort of problem with concentration.... maybe ADHD? I......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-04 22:22:31 | Rating:

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New Year, new blog.
Oh... I just wrote an entire blog, didn't save, got distracted, went to a new page, and lost my entire blog. In a nutshell: I resolve to lose weight - - by: Not eating out, or ordering in anymore Not drinking soda Nit eating fried foods Exercising everyday I also......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-01 13:10:05 | Rating:

| Views: 34 | Comments: 1 | Tags: resolutions

Unsure of what to do Explicit Content
I quit school this semester. Or should I say "withdrew". I'm a sad excuse for a student. Semester after semester I either find an excuse to not go to school, or I register, go for a few weeks, and eventua...Read More

Posted on: 2008-11-25 11:40:04 | Rating:

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Muddy Brain
I don't know what my problem is. I feel like I can't think! Every time I try to read something, I have to read the same paragraph atleast three times in order to get it. I can't process thoughts like I used to. I want to go to the doctor's office, but I don't know how to go about it. Do I call......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-23 21:08:30 | Rating:

| Views: 58 | Comments: 1 | Tags: psychiatrist

advice please!
So I found Dori... she had gotten out through a rip in the screen of one of my windows, and my caretaker (of the building) brought her home to me later the next day. Last week my brother moved in with me. He was staying in Nebraska, going to school, but about seven months ago he......Read More

Posted on: 2008-09-11 10:43:49 | Rating:

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Dori
I can't find my ferret! I have looked everywhere and I am sick with worry. My roommate went outside earlier and I am terrified that Dori followed her. I don't know what I would do if I lost her! Definitely won't be sleeping tonight........Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-28 03:35:45 | Rating:

| Views: 43 | Comments: 0 | Tags: ferrets

Slightly frustrated.
My roommates are sitting literally five feet away from me. They are planning a canoe and kayak trip tomorrow and muttering about whether or not to invite me. I think I should seriously think about moving. I can't continue to let myself be treated so poorly. It's so......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-13 01:30:36 | Rating:

| Views: 54 | Comments: 1 | Tags: uninclusive

*Everything is going so well*
There are bumps in the road still and I accept that. I simply am incredibly surprised that things in my life are really starting to look favorably. I don't want to present an entire sob story, but I have not had an easy life. My parents divorced before I was two, and both of them were......Read More

Posted on: 2008-08-08 02:53:05 | Rating:

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Moving Explicit Content
So I'm moving on the first with my roommates, and I honestly don't know if I made the right choice. I still feel like a third wheel, and I know that I take things more personally than both of the other two. I feel ...Read More