Thoughts.com Blogs - Yearning to be Free

I smile as I look towards the future,
And forget about the past torture.
Hoping this time it would be true
My heart would finally find its hue.

I wish with all my heart that this
Time it would be worth my fuss.
I steel my heart, I give of my best
Even if all I get is a jest.

Hopefully, I won't be let down
For that feeling to me is already world reknown
But however many times I've suffered it
I know I will never prevent a fit.

I have such a feeling deep inside me
A yearning to be free of any boundary
This is just a step towards that
But at the very least, it is an opportunity vat.

I sit here in deadly silence,
Furiously writing in constant vigilance
That my work would be scrutinized by
Strangers who with me, have no tie.

There is nothing to do then but sit and wait
For good news or bad news, or just simply bait.
It was like this the last time I tried
And got lead on, to nothing but a heart dried.