Got back from Teresa's house at 9:30pm, and am really tired while trying to complete the last of my homework.

It's been a really terrible day, having both forgotten my English and Mandarin homework, and earning a surprising look from everybody. Sigh... Why don't I remember my homework any more? Maybe it's because I'm simply tired from all this applying for schools thing, I tell myself consolingly. Maybe it's got nothing to do with me, and everything to do with this predicament I'm in.

Why am I so disorganized? I should have planned everything out and not have left that Geography essay till the last minute, then spent one hour non-stop writing three full pages about the alternate forms of energy! And now I'm trying to write this blog entry at the same time as doing my DT research homework. Great. Just another way to distract myself.

I hope I don't end up always like this, because I'm not only disappointing my mum, I'm also disappointing myself. Can only hope this is just a phase... Too tired to write in proper sentences... Almost midnight!

I want to sleep!!!