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I feel like tearing my hair out. Sometimes, it's surprising how frequently moods can change over a very short period of time. Well...my previous post surprised even myself...how sunny and bright I sounded! But now, of course, something had to happen to change it all around again.
I have a french speech about my favourite actor/actress (which is, by the way, non-existent), which is going to be in my reports and I've hardly finished writing it. It's due in, well, presented, tomorrow. I know, I know, I can't help being so lazy. And it really doesn't help having consecutive tests in a row last week...one of which I'm not going to go into details about. Anyways...I hardly even know the actress I'm supposed to be a fan of, and how on earth am I supposed to write about someone I don't even admire, much less know? (or is it the other way around?)
That's partly the reason why I made so little effort getting it written, and I really have no excuse today for why I haven't even started on my increasing pile of homework. Just lazy I suppose. And to think...I should be motivated by the upcoming change of...situation (school). It just really makes me dislike my school even further and long to be at my new school. Not that I hate it, of course! Well...maybe. But seriously, the likes of my english teacher!
I didn't even feel like going to school today, and that thought frightens me. Literally. I don't know what came over me this morning, but I just thought of the whole bunch of test marks I'm going to receive and almost collapsed at the thought. But we only, in the end, received our marks for Geography (my being top of the class and just one mark away from the top of the year group...whoever that is...though I have an idea). So many silly mistakes! Grrrr....
Ok, I really really really have to start preparing/writing my presentation now...seriously. I'm trying to tell myself to behave but I can't help not even wanting to open the stupid book. I have completely no sense of self-discipline. I've been told. I wish it was prepared in class...I do classwork so much better than homework...there's just so many distractions.
(takes a deep breath) Where's my french book?! |
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Posted by bubbly on 2008-06-02 07:04:21 | Rating: | Views: 67
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