Chris is a Psycho! I’m not even kidding, he’s a crazy person and I also think he might at some point lean towards abusiveness in a relationship. Allow me to list the reasons I think this:

1.       He’s quiet and reserved so others think he’s shy

2.     He plays the shy guy very well

3.     I have realized though he isn’t shy at all

4.     He already shows signs of deep anger when I’m not submissive to his wishes

5.     He has a huge jealous streak

6.     He is overflowing with compliments right now… using them to lure me in. sadly though I am used to such things and it won’t work

7.     He pretends to be ok with my wishes but I can tell he isn’t really

8.     Even though we only went out once he is acting like I’m his property

9.     He calls many times a day and asks questions about where I am, what I’m doing, who I’m with.

10.  He has become overly attached in just a matter of days…imagine what he would be like in a few months

11.   He is going behind my back to try and get in good with my inner circle of friends so that they think him an angel who really truly likes me.

12.  Lucky for me none of my friends are stupid and they all realize what he is doing, so he will get nothing from them.

13.  He’s always asking where I am. what I’m doing.

14.  He showed me the huge knife and bat he has in the trunk of his car on our first date….

15.   A couple nights ago he stayed outside my work place waiting for me to come back and retrieve my car… I know this because at 12:30 when I got to my car to get something from it before taking off again he was still there waiting for me…

Because of all these reasons I am terrified of telling him I don’t want to see him again. I mean I really don’t want to find my tires slashed in the parking lot at 9 pm one night and him waiting for me. Maybe I have an over active imagination but I honestly think he’s crazy.

So last night… I went to this great show where I met someone new. His name is Brad. Best part about it is he seems completely normal, so I just have to hope he turns out to be normal. He is also taller than me, which is a very good thing! The only problem is he is younger than I am, and I usually don’t go for younger guys… ever. But I might just have to make an exception, if he calls that is. Other good news is that I stopped my daily chats with Bryce and all the other guys. The only one left to make lose interest is Crazy Man. But I’m not going to fully snub him till after I go back to school in two months. I know that’s chicken of me but I REALLY do not want to cause a disturbance that could cost me my life.