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Sigh.....
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How long can a period of life play out like a fairy tale? Everyone has fairy tale moments......
The "real-life" real-world" things we must slosh through eventually surface; disagreements, realizations, misgivings about friends, family members, future family......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-08-07 09:31:40 |
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relationship
fairytale
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love
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celebrate
life
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Returning in My Head
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So it happens sometimes. I feel like the evil that tried to take me under before returns sometimes, tries to drag me under. I know I won't go, it can't get me, but it makes me feel so crazy. I have to get outside, get away, pray out loud alone so the demons have to......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-07-30 11:25:17 |
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evil
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Going from here.
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then
Now
After 15 years apart, I am dating my highschool sweetheart. We dated since we were 14 and 15 years old, broke up after highschool. This person was the best friend I ever had in my life. We shared everything, every thought, our most......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-07-14 12:51:30 |
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Highschool sweetheart
boyfriend
reconciliation
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Reconciliation in whatever form
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Reconciliation in body. I look like the person I am inside, the person I had to hide.
Reconciliation in mind. Thinking what I think, being who I am, the "what-if" sinking into the deepest water.
Reconciling my humanlife. the people......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-07-14 12:03:24 |
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reconciliation
relationships
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Communing.
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God, can I e-mail you? I talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk and talk.....
I talk myself into things, then back out of them. And again. If I e-mail you, maybe I'll ask just one time and you'll answer. In a form that's not mistakable, not swayed by......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-05-29 14:53:26 |
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God
will
changing
boundaries
love?
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Dissociation
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An event, a phrase, a "happening" appears without my permission. A past memory overtakes the present. My vision tunnels, all I can hear is my breathing, deeper and slower, and I fall into it.
In this darkness everything is vivid. I am younger, I am somewhere else, and I'm someone......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-03-13 18:00:32 |
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dissociation
truth
lies
darkness
tunnel vision
life
Christ
changed
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Confusion
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confusion swirls around my head in curls of white smoke. My insides ache. Grief presses in on me.
I cry out to my God, "Do you see this? Did you hear what he said to me? You are a God of Truth. When will truth be revealed in my life? When will......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-03-03 17:45:50 |
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wait
confusion
divorce
abuse
grief
loneliness
God
truth
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Ok, honestly...
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Honestly,
I am shallow, self-centered, seeking immediate gratification, disinterested in much that's not within 3 feet around me, and sometimes abrasive.
I say what I know to be truth, but I don't feel it. I keep finding myself feeling sorry for myself, mad at God, mad at myself for......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-01-25 14:30:43 |
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Bad day
shallow
self-centered
abrasive
divorce
prayer
destroy
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In love...
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He arrives causing a whirlwind/
That swirls around me in bright colors/
He laughs, and I hear it even when he's gone/
He cries, and I soak it all up with my arms/
Until it's gone./
When he crawls in my lap, when we curl up together/
I remember when our bodies lived......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-01-14 14:40:12 |
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son
family
joint custody
love
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