i hate myself. i never want to see ppl anymore. every weeked i go throgh depression and everything and i want to get out of the house. i dont necessarily want to see ppl, but i need the distraction. i never make plans and so i always end u feeling woorse...blah blah blah vicious cycle. but then during the week i never make plans with ppl because i am an antisocial freak who doesn't want to live.