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dear cole,
no...scartch the dear. i thoguht you were going to be the main thing/friend that got me through these tough times i have been enduring. you seemed to always be there (text, lunch...w/e). i was really starting to love you, as a friend, which was new for me because i haven't really loved anyone before. but then...it happened. i dont want to go into detail here. when i wrote you notes that revealed my deepest secrets, fears, thoughts...you made fun of me for writing such a long note. you never answered.i stopped talking to you so much after that. you said you'd always be there for me, that you really cared and all that sentimental crap. i believed you. but when i stopped talking to you alot you never asked me what was up, if i was okay, if i needed you. it seemed like you ddn't even notice my absence. then i stopped hanging out with ppl, grew distant again. don't get me wrong i wasn't doing it for attention...which is probly what you think...if you think about it at all...but for someone who seemed to genuinly care about me, way to hit were it hurts. these actions..or non-actions brought me so much rejection, pain, confusion... i want to say this to you so bad but its not worth the drama you would make over it. just wanted to say thanks alot for ditching me in my 'time of need'. so many ppl warned me ot to trust you, get involved with you. but you seemed like a nice person so i became your friend. i stood up for you agast ppl, which they weren't to happy about, and look what happened?! you broke my trust twice and i tried to forget it. bt this will have been the third, and final, time. i will no longer waste my time with thoughts of you.
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Posted by Brennan on 2007-12-14 15:52:18 | Rating: | Views: 109
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Hi brennan...hang in there...you will get past this.
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Posted by friends101
on 2008-01-09 23:55:52
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