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I am sure she is jealous...And a little pissed because I pretty much took over the wall, but Oh well it is my wall too. I yelled at her today because she kept calling me stupid. It was funny, but she does it everyday and I am fucking sick of it. I am very intelligent I got into Creighton University. I am sure that eventually we will work out our problems. All of this happened because I can't sleep. I go to bed around 12 and I just lay there and stare at the ceiling until about 3....then when I do finally fall asleep I stay asleep for about an hour then i wake up and it takes me another 30 minutes to fall asleep.... I am so tired and bitchy. But she does do things that annoys me and she should know that it is not very nice to call someone stupid all of the time.

Anyway... I wouldn't be in a rush to get married yet. You still have a lot ahead of you. I don't want to get married until I get into medical school, and I don't want to have kids until after I go to Africa for the first time. I think that it will be amazing if you come with me... I plan on going a year or two after I am done with med school. I am so excited for it.

Six times in a row is desperate. I would suggest that you try being a good friend to him, and see how you feel. If you like him you should date him to see if he is the one for you.... you won't know until you try right?.... I am the last person you should be getting advice from. My life is a train wreck. I don't know what I am doing or why I am doing it anymore. I am just floating through each day just trying to survive it. I mean, I have a make-out budy who is a year and a half younger than me.... I am not complaining I am just not sure if I should be giving advice..... I need some myself..... I am so confused with my life and everything. Eventually I will sort it out. Right Now I am just trying to survive until thanksgiving.... I am so excited for that day.... We are going to have so much fun... But I have to go to the doctor around noon to get something to make me sleep....!! Wow for my use of punctuation, well I am done Now I am rambling

I love you more that I love shopping for shoes.....and Ryan Peltoma rolled into one!!