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So, another year is coming to close. Yet, it's funny how much you can do and how busy you can be for another 365 days and you still feel like you hardly accomplished anything. Surgery was a setback but improved and corrected my life, at the time. Rehab, counseling, therapy helped align my strengths and attack my weaknesses. What seemed like a few steps backwards to me ended up being a huge step forward.
Spring semester my grades still faultered a little, and my spirits were wounded. My direction was gray and fuzzy. When I needed a break, I pushed on, burning myself out. Ironically, it's a chronic habit of mine.
After a summer to myself, working my ass off, making money, repaying it, working out, catching up the Lord, moving on in my life, I felt prepared for a busy fall semester. Three jobs, 21 credit hours, 2 organizations, Homecoming, and still the issue of time for myself seemed possible. Realistic at the very least.
It was, but came at costs that were long forgotten at that time, until recently. I handle drama poorly because I dont like it. So I dodge it, and avoid participation. Thus, I get called our and labeled as such the dramatic 'friend.'
This break I'm ready to spend time with my family that I've missed out on with a lot. I'm working some still, but it's grand to me. I want nothing more than rest, calm, tranquil moments to rejunivinate my spirits. It's pretty important to me right now to be in control since I felt like I havent been able to be in control.
Squash the drama, start anew, here's to 2008 and a fresh start. A new me, January 1st. |
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Posted by Bounce on 2007-12-20 17:36:29 | Rating: | Views: 92
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