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Because of you I don't trust. I trusted you with my heart, my life, my hopes and dreams and you threw them back in my face. I loved you and your children. You moved into my house and it became ours. Your kids loved coming over and playing with the dog and just being with us. I miss them. You don't know this but the oldest girl and I still keep in touch. I was there when you had to go to the emergency room, I was there when you had to have surgery, I was there to nurse you while you cried like a baby.
You told me all the time you loved me. We had a song, that I can't listen to because it reminds me of you.
We were together for 4 years. Did't you cheat on me the whole time or just part of that? Why? I guess you really didn't love me after all. These are things that I don't have answers to because I won't talk to you. All I want to do to scream at you and hurt you as much as you hurt me.
I thought I was over this but something has brought it up again I guess knowing in a few days you will be a grandfather and I will have to see you because your daughter and her husband aked me to be there and I will. It will be the first time in 4 years that I have seen you. It's kind of funny we were together for 4 years and now we have been apart for 4 years. So when this baby arrives it will be your daughter's mother, me, you and the chick you cheated with. (Scream)
Don't get me wrong I have dated but I have not given of myself like I did with you. I will learn to trust again.
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Posted by Books on 2007-12-15 21:23:23 | Rating: | Views: 72
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Your writing reflects your deep hurt. Like an open wound it(the pain) still festers. Although you appear justified, you must learn to forgive him. The open wound of infidelity needs to heal and you will be able to get on with your life (without the baggage of a cheating man). Don't let this deceitful individual freeze you in this prison of hurt. You are a better person and have learned(never to forget) from the situation.
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Posted by Abstract
on 2007-12-15 22:22:55
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