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kissing fool on 2008-05-31 12:38:51 |
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You know my thoughts on this.....BFD. You kissed him. Drunk. On his birthday. And his question about why you date assholes, and not him, is curious to me. What kinda guy doesn't leave your apartment when you ask him to? A drunken asshole, that's who.
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Silence on 2008-05-31 12:07:57 |
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"Not Normal"......what I want to know is, who the hell is? Really, what is "normal" anyway?
Here's another point to ponder: this guy was your friend before, right? So he must've known at least some of your history, why you are guarded. And he chose to get involved, surely, knowing all this. And now it's your fault? For being the same damn person you were at the beginning? Geez, that is so sadly, typically predictable. Smack him with a hammer.
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hmmmm on 2008-05-31 11:59:17 |
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I do the same thing, M. I'll start to blog, realize the redundancy of my topic, sign off, come back later......sometimes I think life would be better if I just smacked my PC with a hammer.
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Big Shit Poppin on 2008-05-31 11:56:45 |
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Mamacita, I have been told that my strength is "intimidating" to men. WTF? What do they want? Mousy, timid, meek stand-bys, ornaments that look good on their arms, but keep their mouths shut? It's confusing......guys always begin by praising how strong I am, how independent and intelligent.....inevitably, those same traits send them running for the hills when shit hits the fan. Geez, it's not like I insist on keeping their balls in my pocket. It's a vicious cycle....they say they want all the traits of a strong woman, when what they really want is someone they can "fix", take care of, or save. Then, they'll get bored with that and cheat.
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Praise You In This Storm on 2008-05-28 11:22:44 |
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Mamacita, I'm so sorry for your losses. It seems that when it rains, it pours. I think it was good for you to go to the cemetery. I think it's good you can blog about it. I think it's awesome to cuss, scream, cry, rant like a barking lunatic.......it's sorta cleansing, in a way. Doesn't erase the hurt, but it does somehow, I dunno, at least wear you out enough where you feel like you've gotten rid of SOMETHING. Thoughts are with ya, girl. You don't always have to be the rock, you know??
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You'd look good in green, moron on 2008-05-25 11:10:59 |
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Hi Pita......where the hell have you been???? Are all the morons out there sucking your will to blog????
I can so relate to working with people that just don't care. It's hard for me to understand, too. I try to leave people like that with cryptically sarcastic comments that make them wonder if they are being insulted......pretty sure they are, but not quite convinced!!
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a black fly in my chardonnay on 2008-05-24 18:46:44 |
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Hey Meri,
Honestly, I think it's a good thing that you don't feel like dating right now. It means you recognize that you still have healing to do, even if that's not exactly a conscious thought. And as far as "everyday you aren't out there.......", well.....everyday you ARE out there with a heavy heart, is actually more of a waste. Until the Brian addiction is broken, you're only "out there" with pieces of your heart......somehow, I don't think that would ever be enough for you.
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Gotta Get Through This on 2008-05-21 18:17:23 |
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Hey Mamacita,
I had to get online to do some leftover work, yes, even while on vacation, so I thought I'd check up on my friends. I'm sooooo sorry. I'm thinking of you, praying for you.....wish I had something wise to say. Just had to leave you a message. Be back over the weekend.
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1st week wasn't all that bad on 2008-05-18 23:53:59 |
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Hi Pita.....it's been kinda lonely around here without you.
76 hours in a single week REALLY sucks. Maybe you should snort some pool chemicals, just to see if they give you the giggles!!!
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Loving someone who does not love you on 2008-05-18 23:44:31 |
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Prelude, unfortunately, and I'm sure you know this, the biggest chance we take with loving someone is losing them.. and going through all the roller-coaster emotions, good day/bad day, 1 step forward, 2 steps back. There will undoubtedly be more hard days ahead for a while, but you are so smart, so strong, that I think you will find your way to happiness very soon.
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Loving someone who does not love you on 2008-05-18 13:47:55 |
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Hey Prelude,
Totally understandable. Amazed at how strong you are. Awestruck how honest and open, how completely genuine you are. And I totally understand how you feel. You are never alone.
I don't have any great words of wisdom. I wish I did. Just know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers. I'm totally believing in good things for you.
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Alan knows best on 2008-05-17 12:50:11 |
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Oh, and I think, from now on, when he asks you "Did you all make out?" or "Did you blow him?", you should start answering "Yep, sucked like a Hoover". Just to see his response. I'd be interested in how he took that!!!
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Alan knows best on 2008-05-17 10:18:39 |
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It's awesome to have that one friend that will say it like it is, no matter how much you might or might not want to hear it. But can do it lovingly. My "Alan" is dear, dear Heidi....I wish she'd blog here.....she could probably fix ALL of our problems!!!!
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Facts about me that you don't know or care!!! on 2008-05-15 11:24:02 |
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Meri, wait up....Jordan Catalano emailed you or Marshall Herzkowitz???
And I didn't actually get shot, just shot AT, thank God. So much for working as a public servant!
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Facts about me that you don't know or care!!! on 2008-05-15 09:58:53 |
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Oh yeah, Easy.....love John Douglas. Have everything he's written. Have you read "Journey into Darkness"?
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Day 3...hump day my foot on 2008-05-15 09:15:08 |
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And, they poo when you hit them.....I've hit at least 5 deer with my various cars, and each time, there was deer poo down the side of my vehicle. In fact, the cops lost my accident report during one of my hunting expeditions, but the insurance agent looked at the poo and hair on my car and said he didn't really need it, anyway!!!!!
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Chop Suey on 2008-05-15 09:08:47 |
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Dogs rock.....they know who sucks and who doesn't, sometimes long before we figure it out!!!
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Do you ever feel wierd? on 2008-05-14 19:08:03 |
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Mamacita, cheetos in someone's laundry? You are freakin' brilliant!!!!
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Do you ever feel wierd? on 2008-05-14 19:07:10 |
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Hey Prelude,
I think there is a fine line between "honesty" and "deconstructive criticism". The truth sometimes sucks, but that doesn't mean the presentation of it has to suck. Anytime the truth is delivered and it leaves you feeling condemned or judged, that particular truth was not offered in love.
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Men are not like trolley cars on 2008-05-14 18:48:16 |
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Your post just confirmed what I have always believed......we've been completely, and inaccurately, indocrinated by the freakin' Lifetime channel, Soap Channel, Halmark Channel, and those stupid Disney movies. It's all a conspiracy to make us believe that "all you need is love". Bullshit. Thank God for reality TV to pull me back from the gutters!!!!!!
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Debbie does damage on 2008-05-09 23:54:28 |
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Ah, high school politics......sucks. Everyone has their "Debbie" from high school, I think, but just a comment,for what it's worth: imitation is the highest form of compliment. If she was too stupid to recognize that, even in the 80s, then she's probably still a dumbass today. Happy thought!
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Finally Friday! on 2008-05-09 19:29:34 |
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Drink lots of wine and enjoy the sun!!!
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We Think Alike *Smile* on 2008-05-09 07:24:31 |
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Angel......I'm happy for you!! You deserve the world!!
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Need an Off Switch on 2008-05-07 11:41:21 |
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I don't even feel qualified to offer an opinion or advice, but I can say I'm thinking of you and sending good thoughts. You are a great friend.
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The verdict is in.....I think I'll cry on 2008-05-06 20:14:06 |
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Thanks, guys, but I don't think I'm a tough cookie.....I think I have a rage built up inside me like no other. Scott, email guy, everything in between....and then an injured dog. I swear, that chain must've been 30 ft long, which is why the dog was tangled so badly, and I had about a third of it in my hand. I would've hit him, I swear I would've, and I don't think that's normal. Blogging is clearly a better outlet for the rage!
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Girl Fight on 2008-05-06 09:43:54 |
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Poor kid. Some kids can be so cruel. And I totally agree they need an ass-kicking. And their parents. Give 'em hell, Mamacita. And start Kaylie on a diet of red meat only and tell her to punch for the nose next time.
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Love stinks. Yeah Yeah. on 2008-05-05 11:06:41 |
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It's not as simple as just "closing a door". When someone has wormed their way into your heart/head, it's tough to fully complete the excavation. I would bet my next paycheck that Brian would not be able to give you gut-level answers. EUMs usually can't, and you KNOW I've done my research on that one. Hang in there, enjoy Mr. Kodak, and see what happens. And when you find yourself thinking of Brian, remind yourself that it is normal. You had strong feelings for him, you are still in the getting-over process, and it's no more than that. I firmly believe that time takes care of most things, if you still believe in yourself. The amount of time it takes is directly proportional to how deeply the feelings ran.
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Just over 2 days on 2008-05-05 11:01:40 |
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As usual, I agree with Meri and Easy. What is a breakup besides the constant battle going on between your head and heart, culminating in one or the other finally pulling rank? You deserve respect for who you are, not who someone wants you to be. And if there was enough of a temper display for you to be frightened, please remember there is possibly a side to him that you don't know; one that could potentially be dangerous. BE CAREFUL!!!! I'm always here, and you know that!!!
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WHEN DID I KNOW THE PARTY WAS OVER? on 2008-05-03 11:30:26 |
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Once again, you astound me with your strength. It's worth repeating that you absolutely rock. Warm heart, strong spirit......I can't wait to read the posts about your life as you continue to realize just how awesome you are!! Much Love, J
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Still lying.... wonder why? on 2008-05-03 11:23:46 |
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Well, answers the question I emailed you, huh? Good Lord, I don't know how you juggle this situation. Would it be wrong to tell your little munchkins that JS is a witch in disguise (not really an untruth) and your house will forever be haunted if she steps foot inside? Oh, and she eats dogs and cats? Is that bad? I don't have kids, remember? I'm not sure what is and isn't appropriate. LOL!
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I can do this on 2008-05-03 01:38:06 |
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Prelude, you ARE going to be fine, either way. You're strong, you've got a good heart, and dammit, you are going to be fine! NO ONE, and I do mean, NO ONE has the right to frighten you.
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Friends & Their Dilemmas on 2008-05-02 11:56:28 |
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Hey Prelude,
Have an awesome time with the girls.
Oh, and about your friends who get irritated with Jen......my philosophy is that everyone can reach their breaking point and they have no idea how low that breaking point can be. It IS draining to feel like you are responsible for someone else's well-being, but all you can do is listen, be there, and let Jen know that you ARE there. I think you're being an awesome friend and it speaks very highly of your character! Safe travels!!
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Luci ... HFFP..... on 2008-05-02 09:26:48 |
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HFFP!!!!!! I'm home!!!!! Yay!!!!!!!!!
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