View Blog    insanity in the form of writin sick... sick...sick...sick... I'm so fuckin sick...in my heart...in my mind...in my veins pulsating with reminders of why I feel the way I do...I'm human...but what is this 21st century curse upon me?...is it somethin I asked for?...somethin I deserve?...shove another pill down my throat so I will swallow these thoughts back down to the pit of my stomach...nobody knows what to think anymore...follow your heart...follow mind...follow your gut feelin...my gut is a fuckin malnutritioned knot feedin off of pure confusion...how does one follow that?...why try so hard to be a good person when it's obvious others don't give a fuck?... sick... sick...sick...sick... the disease in my heart is spreadin to my mind...posioning everythin...as if it were a simple toy messed with simply for amusement...only to be put right back on its shelf...I'm sick of this shelf...fuckin sick of it...there's a spider on this shelf...slowly weavin it's web before my eyes...it's had to look away when there's nothin else to see...a joyous life is a childhood fairy tale told by the spider himself...life goes on...but how many of us really want it to?...I know I'll look back one day and be thankful that I never reached that web but soemtimes I wonder if anyone would really care...will you see me when my weary eyes begin to cry?...will you see me when my wings refuse to fly?...will you see me when my veins begin to dry?...will you even care when right before your eyes my heart begins to die?...the loudest cries for help are never heard but felt deep within yourself...humans are beginning to feel immune to this deepened sense...when selfishness takes over...there's no more room for sympathy... sick... sick...sick...sick... everythin begins to make sense when you realize that everythin dies someday...too bad this sickness won't...stab my stomach with a few more pills...go ahead...force them down my throat...choke my lungs with a little more smoke...cloudin how I really feel...after all...isn't this what human nature is really all about...     Posted by BlueEyedSinner on 2008-07-14 14:35:52 | Rating: | Views: 37     Email This to a Friend Friend's Email *    Friend's Name*    Your Name*    Security code*    Refresh Image                 Print This Blog Post     Bookmark: Delicious  Digg  Reddit  Facebook  StumbleUpon    Permalink:      Blog Comments    wow. very powerful. Posted by  monsters_living  on 2008-07-14 15:02:49  Would you like to comment?     (Maximum characters: 5000)     You have characters left.      Security code:                                                     Refresh Image

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