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I just really hate myself right now...
I feel fat fat fat..
I just don't know what to do.
My parents have tried to talk to me for sooo long, but nothing worked, so now they just gave up actually.
I feel really depressed. I'm having exams this week (and next week), so I'm stressed, cranky and depressed. I don't eat that much, only today I just was like... fuck it.. I'm hungry and I'm going to eat!
So I had... like 1500 calories. And that made me feel even more depressed.
Well, I'm not that often on this site.. so if you want to read more... go to:

http://www.freewebs.com/bloemetjeana4ever/htm.index

or (for the dutch;)

http://www.bloemetje.blogsnel.nl

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Posted by Bloemetje on 2008-05-21 11:44:49 | Rating: n/a | Views: 400


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Posted by
yadokta
on 2008-05-21 11:47:41
 
coz 1500 calories will kill you?
Your depressed because you want to be.
 
 

Posted by
yadokta
on 2008-05-23 13:17:41
 
Mabe that was abit unhelpful. What I meen is if you realy try hard to over ride this voice in your head(we all have one) that tells you you are fat and listen to all the people that say you are not. Then find something that makes you happy, and put every bit of effort into this.
Evan if its nitting jumpers for kids. Or helping out with a charity where you are face to face with the people who you are working for.
oh, also my friends sister died because she would not eat. This realy broke the family up.
 
 

Posted by
Alessah
on 2008-06-12 02:05:49
 
i hope u get better princess,
stay strong
try some abc or 2468!
 
 

Posted by
miamia
on 2008-06-17 21:22:49
 
awwe sweetie.... hang in there .... if you know you are gonna eat cuz of stress go get some green tea packets and drink it either warm or ice cold, no in between, that way you willl keep a feeling of foolness.... also get ice berg lettuce(3 calories per ounce) cucumber(8 calories in a medium cucumber)and some raw green beans....( 20 cal per cup.... i put mustard on them personally cuz i am a salt craver)...... good luck and let me know how it works
 
 

Posted by
Gemza
on 2008-06-25 18:33:35
 
omg exam stress totally screwed up my diet! I was like doing so well, i was in control and then when my exams came the fact that i was not totally in control of what grades i might get just spiralled me into binge eating and purging and then its just like a battle with it all!
 
 


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