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(Him)
OK...This is how i would kill someone for real.....i've planed this since i was 13...so let me begin without further delay.....
First i would make this person like me...as a friend or anything that is close to that of love if possible...as close as i can....sooner or later they will tell me how they feel and i would tell them i feel the same way....of course this is a girl im speaking of.....
Then as i walk them home or something like that i would have already set up a trap for some people to grab her and bring her to a secluded area...Tie her arms and legs apart on a table in a dark pitch black room. AS she screams for help or assistance. .i will slowly put seven inch pins inside of every part of her body. aS SHE SCREAMS AS THE 7 INCH PINS GET INSERTED into her being she will slowly forget about the pain..
After a few minutes of agony and tears she will forget about the pain and look at me with plain eyes...like she will be full of nothingness...an empty shell...as she is in that state i would stop but she would remeber...and try to struggle....so that is when i would take out a bayanette...a long 8 inch army knife and slice her wrists and ankles...
i'll let her go and stand her up....of course she will fall to the ground...without the use of her severed ankles...she wont even move an inch.....maybe at that certain point she wound regain what little sanitiy she has left...to beg me to end her life.....And what do you think will happen next? '_'.... The time on the clock is ticking and waiting.....
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(Her Response)
it would only be fair of me to return the favor, however i wish to read more about yours. i can honestly tell you and i hope you won't get...freaked if there is a more appropriate word, but i was extremely turned on. there is something about killings i can't explain. especially with you. so should i go on with telling you how i would kill someone? Well, I'm going to. i can only hope you understand what i write, which i know you will.
I would of course, let this person be drawn to me. They would get to know me, talk with me, trust me over a varied course of time. Soon, or however long it takes, they would fall in love with me. Now, this doesn't always work, because some will not fall in love, but i will accept nothing else. it is the ultimate trust from someone when they first proclaim their love.
Now, this could be a woman or a man. It would hardly make a difference in this matter. I prefer a woman. They are much more enjoyable. So, let us presume this a woman.IF it was a man, theses circumstances and entire event would be different. But, for now, it is a woman.
After the time she proclaims her love, i would give her a smile, perhaps and embrace, but i will not say it back. She doesn't push the matter, afraid to push the circumstances she is in. Whenever the time comes, her back is turned away from me and i pour a chemical, the name is not in mind right now...i will remember later, onto a cloth and come up behind her. She feels my presence but she accepts it of course. i wrap one arm around her waist in a strong grip, the other hand with the cloth, over her nose and mouth, in which case she takes deep breaths from struggling and soon passes out.
I put her in my arms and carry her to wherever a secluded basement or room, some place away from other people and lie her on a table, binding her ankles and wrists by chains to the four corners. This table is big enough to support both of us.
When she awakens, it takes time for the drug to wear off, but i wait with patience in the opposite end of the room in an armchair. The grogginess wears off after a few more moments and she begins to panic from the ties, not being able to see anything from the empty blackness of the room. After i listen to her pleas for help, screams of fury and fear with my eyes closed, i stand up and go to her. She senses someone, but doesn't know who is there. So she screams louder.
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(Her Again)
I'm sorry to say that my parent have grounded me from my computer, thus cutting off most of my connections with you. I have my schools computer that i could use, but there are risks in them, both the students around me and the teachers seeing what i write.
But frankly, i don't care for all this to appealing for me and absolutely refuse to give it up...ever.
As for the question you asked me...would i rather e the killer or the victum? Well, it always depends on who is going to kill me. If it is some jack ass punk on the street, i wouldin fact kill him. But lets say Hannibal Lecter offered to kill me or....dare i say it...you offer to kill me, i would jump on the offer. If i knew the killer could give me pleasure in the fact he is killing me...then i would be the victum.
Please i do so beg you to continue! Yet with the details you gave me, may i add they were in fact intising, i would chose to end her with the fire. She is going to Hell anyway, so why not give her a taste of it hmmm? Well, if that wasn'tan appealingoption gowith the insicion with the breast. True it ends her life quickly but you perice her heart, the ultimat symbol of love and life.
Kill her yet keep her alive. In how do you mean? if you kill her mind, you might as well kill her body, since it would just be an empty shell with nothing left inside it, So how else would you kill her? Please, you have no idea how much i would like to know.
I'll continue with my killing. Rememeber where we left off good sir? She is screaming. Can you hear it? Yes....i thought you would. Well i straddle the young woman and leanmy face down close to hers. Feeling me on her only frightens her more ndso she begins to struggle to a hopeless exstent of course. With my face being so close her hers,i inhale deeply, smelling her fear an arousl she has,plus the scent of her eveyday smells shes apllys. With this i understand her more, i become closer to her, i apperciate her for the thing she is. Sliding out form under my sleeve is my every lovin harpy. She has noidea what is going on and the fear soon paralazes her. But i would have none of that.
i graze the metalgently on her skin with the tip of the blade, making sure not to cutt her precious throat...i might add right now i have a weakness for throats... and she begins to struggle and scream once again. I listens and experince her moving under me. It is something i must say.
But the screaams get to me. There is that nagging presence in the back of my mind to just kill her and let the warm crimson run over me. It takes extreme control but i won't be ale to hold it longer. I want to kill her...but one last thing...
Ah alas i have to go. Still email, please do, but you will not be able to see me on anime for a while. I am trully sorry for that but please writ back. i await your response.
Good bye dear Sir...
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Him
Tsk Tsk Tsk....such a annoying fact that you will not be attending the chat room. And that you are on punishment.
Parents are another reason why people like us are, in a way, not using their minds. Well I guess I will make this too my advantage. I will not ask how long you will be away. Its would be a fantasy to make you my victim. Lets along Hannibal's. But, what if we both were to kill you? How would that affect you?
Kill her yet keep her alive. To me its a very tempting thought. Think about what im trying to say when you say it. "KILL HER" yet "KEEP HER ALIVE". I dont expect you to know what i mean but its a hint. Trust me, your school will not even let you on the place we first met, and at the time you go there, by any chance, I probaly wont be there.
There is a passion in the way you think. Letting your victim feel your presence. To let them try to understand what is going on. And at the same time, holding back your urges. The warm liquid of life. Not letting this evoke you into utter desrtuction, to your victim, remind's me of how you aren't easy to get by. Heh heh,.....funny how time chooses to cut us off again. But somehow we pull through.
Hmmmm. Seeing that you are already punished, i will make you suffer. I will wait until you get off of your punishment to tell you what i mean about living and killing. Dont be mad, im sure that you will get off soon. And that you being grounded would give you more time to think. Oh yea, another thing, I will not write back neither. I might if i want to, dont give your hope's up though, that punishment will go by soon.
And i was really looking forward to telling you. As i seems, fortune caught up with me lol. What I wanna know is how did you get into this situation. I think that you showed your stubborness to your parents or something. Maybe it was your level of thought that scrambled their thinking paterns. I wont disrepect them but, i have no idea how it happened so that was off the tip of my head. But surely i think you dont care how you got into trouble.
Hope to speak to you once more.......im thinking of a # of things. Maybe you will able to hear them before they become lost in thought again....See ya l8terz.....*PS* Dont be mad...^^" you should have known this was going to happen.....=BOWS= Farewell...
Scene Three
Her
i'm terribly sorry for the extremely late reply, but my other life has been pushing me to my limits.Now, let me begin
When i first read your email i was extremely shocked, yet not, angry yet reaping in joy. you know me so well it pissed me off, and yet i loved the fact you knew what buttons to push. the threat of not talking ot me...you know how much i revere you because of your talent of entering my mind....so you threaten to take it away,. Very clever indeed.
To answer your question, if both you and the delictable hannibal lecter came to kill me...i would be in total bliss. beyound that. i cannot even BEGIN to describe how i would feel, how much i would enjoy my death by the both of your hands. you guys could kill me in agony, make me wither in pain and i would still love it all.
Perhaps one day thaat fantasy of yours would come true....
and now about one of the subjects that is driving me out of my mind., the only other possible way to kill her yet keep her alive is to keep her mind fluorishing yet kill her body. How owuld that stastain your pleasure? Certainly without question the mind out bests the body in any compition, but we are humans, and we pleasures like everything else however dissapointing it may be. So, if i am not correct, in which i have a feeling i am not, then i beg of you, though i hate doing it, i beg you to tell me.
Funny how you...and only you can get me to succumb this way. if any other man did this to me...well let me say it is not plesant for him.
i have someone in my other life as i call it, the one where these dreams may never come true, that is intent on trying to make me bend to his will. Now, however usless his efforts are it is quite amusing to see him try. he does try so hard you know.
you should praise yourself you entered my mind. i was weakened when i first met you, that day where i couldn't stand it, i needed someone to break through my barriers. After i left anime that day, i told myself it was impossible you were actually in my mind, that it was a fluke, a rare occasion and i would prove you wrong next time.
Well, that wasn't the case and so we have gone on, and i know, you are truly in my mind. But forgive me for i believe i strayed off of the topic...
tell me good sir, i am dieing to know...if you ever got your hands on me...tell me...what would you do? what would you do to me once i was finally in your hands, in your complete control? think about it. Would you kill me as soom as the opertunity arose, or would you savor your victum until the last moment when your animal desire to kill over powers you. Would you decided to kill me at all even? that i do not think is a possibility, and it does not bother me what so ever.
Would you kill me yet keep me alive? *laughs* though i yet do not know what it means...
Would you savor the flesh of my body, the blood in my viens the mind inside my skull?
or yet again would you decided to kill me? I really wish and hope you will tell me. unless of course you enjoy my suffering and pleading and i know you do, so i do not expect an answer.
Ta
Scene Four
Him
What do you know. Im the one with the late reply now. I bet that you are wondering why i did not return a message. I was caught up in some stupid power grid meltdown and it completely shut down my nieghborhood. As you know, i have family up there in michigan and i just got here. Im at my cousins house as of right now and i will soon return back home, when the power comes back of course.
I see that you are still pissed off at my talent. Yet you love it. Such greatness needs an encore, I should tell you that killing and keeping a victim alive at the same time. You've been waiting a long time now. Maybe your famished and need a big chunk of nutrition to stimulate that potent mind of yours.
I will reveal what i mean, After you reply back. you could say anything you wish. Or ask anything you wish and i will tell it to you straight. NO hold ons, NO i dont think so's. Anything and it is your desire, will be fulfilled. Does that sound good to you? I think that it should.
WEll..while im here i guess i'll explore. Just like you say, My other life wants me tto do meaningless labor for no pay at all. Oh well...its hot..what else am i to do?...Anywaz...e-mail back when you can.
Your pleading and begging amuses me. Im just lletting you get some feed back since we havent spoke in a long while. Do you think its fair? If not i will surely never do it again. I can promise you that. And of course, just killing you would be something that i wouldnt enjoy. I would rather...........
Woops, my time is up. My mind is needed once again.
Talk to you soon. OR will I?......
No one might ever know......
To Be Contunied.
