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So as stated in my previous entry, i have tried cutting myself. And though i did not fail, i did not do very well. Maybe three cuts a centemeter long and a hair's width deep, but today looking at where i had made these small cuts i am very pleased. I know it sounds crazy but looking at those cuts in my skin, put there by myself, maked me feel like i am worth something. I was thinking of trying again tonight...maybe making it deeper but i'm just not in the mood. I guess there has to be the right amount of emotions mixed together to make me feel comfortable with the idea of cutting.
My world is still spilt in twain; however, I feel soon there will be an emergance of differences.
-Bella
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Posted by BlackroseBleedingheart on 2007-11-10 00:39:24 | Rating: | Views: 202
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It doesn't matter how deep you do it, the more you do it the deeper it gets. It becomes an addiction like drugs. The more you do it, the more you need, more often. It becomes something you run to when you're extremely upset, then it becomes something you do when you are a little upset, then it becomes something you do when you are bored or when you are happy because you have come to like the feeling. I quit a long time ago, and now I am doing it again. I suggest not to continue if you don't want scars all over your body and people worrying about you. Because they will find out eventually, it's inevitable.
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Posted by BriannaPerfection
on 2007-11-10 17:48:46
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i really think you need help.... i don't think your nothing and neither does jesus christ, i think you need to talk to smeone maybe a professional. cutting yourself isn't going to make nething better. it's only a temporary satisfaction. it may feel good but deep inside i know yo must be still hurting especially if you want to keep cutting and you want it to be deeper. please seek help or talk to me, if you have any questions or want to just talk please contact me. i would hate for you to lose your life over something so stupid.
with God everything is possible!
Jasmine
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Posted by JasmineH
on 2007-11-11 00:29:21
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You know inside of yourself, inside of your soul that it is not right to harm yourself; yet, you want to keep doing it.
Listen to your voice from inside, the one that tells you not to harm yourself. Think of someone you love and then think of them, doing that to themselves.
You know comfort does not come from pain, and your search for it will not end until you do. Please be careful with yourself. Be good to yourself. Don't cut yourself. God bless you.
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Posted by caliope
on 2007-11-13 20:45:43
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