So I went to the meeting last night and had a banging headache, nothing related to anxiety or apprehension I think, just too long spent looking at my screen at work!  There were 8 other women ranging in age from about 20 to 65, all of them not as big as me, but who's bothered about that? (Me, Me)

Got weighed, never asked how much and got to choose my 1st weeks food, quite glad its LL I'm doing and not CD as I get 4 shakes with Ll and only 3 with CD, it does make a difference!  Sat and watched a 'motivational' dvd, hmmm....  and then we all chatted with the counsellor, there was a wee bit of visualisation going on which you can see the sense of and basically we were told the basics of what to do this week.

I just wrote a whole speal about what I had had and when and realised how boring that looked!  Suffice to say, I have had what Im meant to and nothing else, plenty of water tho, I must have had 4ltrs so far.

Hubby was meant to be starting his diet today also but discovered he hasnt and he only said he had to make me feel better, thats ok while Im out of the house but a bit obvious when I got home!  He's off down the local now to give me peace and quiet!

My knees and calves feel so sore today, almost like a reminder of why I am doing LL, its very easy to give in temptation, very easy to talk myself round to giving in, but feeling the pain just makes me more sure and more determined to do this.  I hope the pain lasts in a way so that I can get through the 1st couple of weeks!  What a bizarre but true thing to say!

I'm going to try to post tomorrow if I get a free moment, quite difficult with a hubby and four sprogs, but you never know!

Thanks for the comments by the way, I appreciate them!