So heres the deal.  I dated "amanda" for the last 2 and a half years, and in january of this year we had a hard break up that im still feeling the effects of to this very moment.  the only thing that i did our whol relationship was put her first on my list to please. Didnt go out saterday nights so that i could pick her up from work (i.e she didnt have a car) Came home from Boston every weekend to see her sence she lived in Providence.  Used to even give her money to spend during the week when she was hurting for cash due to her studies.  These past few months have been the most gut wrenching days of my entire life. I never thought that you could miss someone so much, and have so many words that wont ever be said.  The whole time that weve been broken up, shes been talking to this 25 year old teacher that conineidently teaches her sister in middle school. I knew this, and it upset me but i guess until tonight it wasnt real. Becuase i thought someone would need more time to get over me instead of less than 2 month. So iv been having trouble latly with class, and just life in general.  She used to be my fall back. My best friend. So walking back from the cafeteria i had dialed the number that ill never forget ever again, and low and behold it was picked up. But it was a dude on the other end. He hung up. Then 5 minutes later i heard the phone ring, and it was him. Mr miller as ill call him started giving me shit telling me to stop yada yada yada. But the worst part was he introduced himself as "her boyfriend" . I had to just cool off, so i went to the tennis courts just sat there for a few hours thinking. What do i do? Did that really just happen? IT only makes it harder , and im not sure what to do about it.  All i think about is her, everyday, of every week.  And im not sure how to go about forgetting her and moving on.