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People say they understand and do alot for me ....thank you but if I don't do it by myself I won't have any of my own experience.You see its not that I want to experience by myself ...just to a small extent but when I tell people that they get all mad and leave by my lonesome.See I guess what i'm trying to say is i'm by myself because of me and I been wanting someone to blame but I guess what I should be doing is blaming myself.I've been telling others that it's always been this way but it really hasn't ....I was once one of the happiest people you could ever meet ....then I had an encounter with my "bad" side and it made me who I am today I guess ...I been thinking alot lately but i'm not the only one who does this .I mean look at your past life and tell me most of the things "YOU" done that you didn't try to blame others for it.So really I guess its human nature but I really want say that I guess that i'm me because of me with the accasional help of others .... but really isn't that all how we came to be who we are is because we chose to either hang on to the past and hate our life and the people around us or chose to get over it and love everone and thing.So I have just figured out that I "CHOSE" to be what I am today and i'm gonna work on changing that real quick...and if you are like me I advise you to do the same.
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Posted by Black_Angel on 2008-07-10 10:27:16 | Rating: | Views: 39
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I'm by myself. I wasn't always. I don't know if I care or not. You have to let people in and I'm not sure I'm willing to do that at this point. That's why I like this site. I can write what I think but no one sees me. That I can live with.
When I first came to KY I was willing to let my grandparents in but then I realized they don't want to be close to anyone. It stung. So now I'm trying to figure out something else to do.
Good luck with you life and "chosing".
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Posted by Faith
on 2008-07-10 14:11:11
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you too faith
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Posted by Black_Angel
on 2008-07-10 20:20:56
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