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looking into the drawers of the old lovers is never an easy game. we tell ourselves that we want to know all about those who came before us. those who claimed the heart of the one we now love. How do we let go of the lovers past without knowing. On Sex and the City they called it the ex-files. While... i wish that we could both just not ask the the question. So thats your ex? It stumbles from closed lips as if you didn't even think it first. What about the infinite ex that permeates your relationship with the I can't get over you sex. OR the I don't care if you have a new chick in your life I will still you know do whatever. Oh hate these folks. Why because that was me? I use to be an ex in the ex file. And when your always running from the one that you really love. You may find yourself in that position more than once. How do you be secure with hoes on Myspace, stenching the profile. Looking and lurking at the status box. Umm she is in a relationship. Lets see what damage I can drum up. Its horrible!!!!! Why does it happen? So i sit on the couch with kiss fm drumming my ears and our favorite local opinated self congratulated maybe he is a hunk but he is just too damn cocky Ryan Seacrest pulls me in with his morning show charisma. He is doing Ryan's Roses and some very innocent woman is saying. I don't understand why he is being so secretative. I mean he has all these friends on myspace. But he won't make me his friend. I don't get it. Then the doubts have already settled in the minds of at least a dozen other girls across los angeles for they are having the same problem. They are teetering the line of is my baby cheating on me. Its crazy and well we don't want to have to deal with it. But what can we do.... The ex file, the new chick file. I guess this is all about self worth and trust. Even when the world wants the drama. We have to be strong my friends. We can't allow the Talk shows of the world to make us feel less than. We just can't. If we do that we won't make it. By the way... Get rid of your myspace. It's the devil. Leading you to become a creeper and a peeping tom. Oh its hi tech. But really its the same thing....
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Posted by BitterSweetNy on 2007-11-27 12:22:09 | Rating: | Views: 47
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