so i am drunk and at a friends house and I actually did it,I thought by now I would think that it was a total mistake but I don't. Even after she is out there with the her and you all know what I mean. How many people have been here before. BUT here I am. I don't have any doubts and I know that makes me crazy, but I don't care. Usually you have these moments in bliss and love. Yes I will do it baby many will say. But who does it after the aftermath, after the worse has made it self proven. Well me.... I am that woman who did it for all the other reasons. the reasons that don't include love, but yes. the moments that include the yes. the yes I love you, the yes its yours. In moments of ecstacy I said the same things in the moment of pain. But I am not in pain. noot like you would think. I am in miss... In the moments when the hair that outlines her lips is obscene. the moments when I hate you is spoken. Yet we don't have. while everyone is saying the end I am saying a birth. the death card does not mean death I yell. It means change. We are like the tarot, We are like that death cad, when death means change. I love her more at this moment with her name tattooed on my arm. So many decades to late and I don't regret it even though you all think I should. when she loves a nother I love her only. I donm't want to love someone else I wantto love her. Yet she is loving someone else. Say it...tell me I am crazy to call her by name and etch it to my body. BUt i don't give a fuck. I don't. I am happy with it. Happy that when I remember its here in my face... I love her... so much. Baby.. I love you so much. It is to tell you that I am that woman.. right now at this moment I am that woman.

her princess Ny