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Absolute Certainty
Most things in life are plain unexplainable, then there are the small percentage of things that we as individuals, human beings that we understand so completely. Do you think that we ever are absolutely certain about anything? There are things about life, emotions.... especially emotions......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-18 03:36:20 | Rating:

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Candid
Another job interview today. Parts of me just wish I could just say fuck it and not go. I am so tired of rejection. But the worse kind of rejection is rejection from something you really don't even want. I had a clear plan about what I wanted to do, but now life is spinning into an uproar. I was......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-23 15:21:35 | Rating:

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THE SENSATION OF HEARTBREAK
*revised: I would like to say that some things in this post, may hurt someone, and after a long talk this morning.. I feel like I should say... that well these are my feelings. I am not totally innocent of anything, but I can have my feelings and this is my blog so I can say whatever I......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-27 10:36:46 | Rating:

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Starting At the LAST SAVED entry
So this morning something not so great but settling happened. I got closure. Not everyday does a person really get closer. But this type of closer is really different, it's the kind when you have to set aside all things old just to start something new. I can't say that I know everything, but I......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-27 14:50:06 | Rating:

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Gotta MOVE ON
Outside of yesterdays memories Stares at me tomorrows destiny Ruffling their lost images of love gone bad Letting go of all those dreams I had Not going to sit inside of misery will not create a fantasy Will go on, even when I think of your smile Will close my eyes and remember only......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-27 15:12:14 | Rating:

| Views: 44 | Comments: 0 | Tags: poetry

I Decided to be an Alcholic
Today i decided to be an alcoholic but truth is I can't even afford in any alcohol. I wish i did have three bucks for a beer. But my car went out yesterday and the job I was suppose to finally go on went down the tubes..because I live far from the city I was going to dedicate my time to. I......Read More

Posted on: 2008-01-28 23:50:55 | Rating:

| Views: 38 | Comments: 0 | Tags: daily grind of an heartbroken soul

COULD IT BE CHANGING... my life
Hey everyone, today is another interview day. In less than ten minutes I will be doing everything to get ready. Unfornately my car is not in the best shape and I am asking for collective prayers from all of you out there who read my blog. Pray that I make it to and back from this interview.......Read More