I didn't even tell her anything like that, but she tripped. She tripped so hard. How can I let go of someone who I love so much. But now its a week later, like almost exactly and I singing the same... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-12-03 12:52:18
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 I hate that I am a whinning baby. But I loved that girl. I know that alot of people just stop talking to you. But after four years. I mean being h omeless, and flagging the world together.... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-12-04 11:49:45
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I guess what I thought about life is all wrong. I guess every single person has that moment when they just don't k now what to do. I am in love but that is all, and obviously I can't build my life... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-12-08 14:01:10
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The Sun didn't seem as bright this morning, when I decided to stir. Something about the way the room continued to be dark, made me think. When I looked at the clock it read 4am. I had awoken in... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-12-10 14:52:10
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All day I have been trying to figure out what is wrong with me. I did my job search, made important phone calls. Even looked for places to live. I should be proud of myself...but what is that to be... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-12-10 22:32:31
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I am suppose to understand about Time Apart. What the fuck is that saying anyway?  TIME APART. So basically what your saying is... yeah I want to either dump you or totally fuck other... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-12-11 00:08:24
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So today I have an interview....I am so nervous. Its been about six months since I have been in the work force. the job I really wanted was sent into the world of things that I will not... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-12-13 13:06:46
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I am sick of bullshit... Sick and tired of liars and misfits.  But beyond the understanding of other people.. I am back where I started.  Living and breathing with someone else is a... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-12-16 19:13:20
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Usually I like the nights.. I like the quiet of the night, the darkness. At some point I learned to live happily in the darkness. Usually things I like to do are just better at night. IF I had a... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-12-18 02:54:07
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* this would be the reason why I need a lap top..but here it goes. Dawson's Creek for me was the turning of a page in my book of life. It was my very first favorite tv show. The sentimental... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-12-18 17:34:56
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So tonight Tila is going to choose... will it be Bobby or Dani. Let me just say that I think it will be Bobby....why do you ask? Because its the easier choice. If I were her I would choose... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-12-18 20:37:46
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So I had a really good interview, things were going great until I realized I totally should not even be thinking this. Because as soon as I start to go there everything is going to fall apart. But... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-12-20 22:15:20
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Good morning to all who is awake... Its the friday before Christmas and all through the south..children were scowering and mothers were being tossed. This is my... I am going to say what I... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-12-21 11:34:48
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So Christmas is a couple of days away. I had the most sweetest christmas, I know it hasn't even come yet but I have spent my holiday with one of the people I love most. Now I am going to go home... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-12-23 11:11:26
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