My gosh, this changing thing is really hard on a sisters energy level. In addition to showing my greatest lover that I care about her, want to be with her. I am looking for a job, and actually... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-11-08 15:40:48
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Afternoon BUZZNOTHING    The evening pours in through the windows and I can't believe that another day has gone by. My lady is in my ear. But I don't think I should call... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-11-08 19:43:08
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Can hear the ragged breathing that flows those moments when my body becomes moist. In and out. You’re moving across the room, the sound of heavy steps cover your carpet. Laying there my... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-11-08 21:19:04
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so i am drunk and at a friends house and I actually did it,I thought by now I would think that it was a total mistake but I don't. Even after she is out there with the her and you all know what... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-11-09 22:34:53
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For my entire life I have been aware of things that other people arenot. Aware of things that hurt others, and hold there happiness insideof them. then I met this person and not only did I know... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-11-13 11:52:54
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I am so tired of saying goodbye. So i won't anymore. I can't even really relay into words all the things that I am feeling. Now I realize that things are just going to get better from here. I am... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-11-14 09:07:54
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Its the days of complete happiness that leaves me completely fulfilled. its one of those days that make bad days seem so far away. I feel like that today. Like all unhappiness is so far away. It... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-11-15 19:52:48
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I remember dark days of dirty downtown streets and euphoric kisses.  That good side of addiction. I hate that I remember it. Hate that I miss the cacoon of my famous only for two game.... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-11-15 20:03:30
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Standing in the mirror I take a closer a look at my lipstick sized lips. SO perfert for a colored tube of sexiness.  Pucker, un pucker.. Slighty Ajar.. Oh No  I see... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-11-15 21:05:55
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Oh No, I think it has taken me under Reality Television.. Just when I thought I had become normal I realize my overpriced DVR Is filled with reality... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-11-15 21:23:08
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Future everything is always so complicated. Or at least it is to the mind. I am applying for a new job and I am screaming on the inside....... Will you find out that maybe just maybe I was... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-11-18 19:47:20
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I miss you, just saw you yesterday. Just felt your sensative kisses two days ago, or the day before yesterday to be exact. Hmm but I am longing for you. FOr your stroke, your g spot kiss. Know... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-11-19 16:04:56
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I never can seem to get things right. So I am going to talk directly to you love. Because obviously we have some communication barrier. Love, why is it that I am so in love and never can seem... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-11-25 22:00:38
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looking into the drawers of the old lovers is never an easy game. we tell ourselves that we want to know all about those who came before us. those who claimed the heart of the one we now love.... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-11-27 12:22:09
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I am looking inside want ads screaming "can I find someone a little more like me". Someone who won't cringe when I reacount the events of last nights love fest. Someone who feels... Read More
Posted by: BitterSweetNy on 2007-11-27 15:28:36
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