I am sick of bullshit... Sick and tired of liars and misfits. But beyond the understanding of other people.. I am back where I started. Living and breathing with someone else is a waste of time. No matter how it starts and how it ends...it is the most wasteful thing you can do with your time. I know that being a lone is a scary thing and most of all it can be lonely. But it we can start with just casual everything...more friends and more activities... then life if full and fun. I at one time believed in love but its misleading. I don't believe in it anymore .... I have experienced all types of love but I think that a passionate few weeks with many lovers is better than many years with just one. Keep it light.... and you will be the most happiest. I wonder how many stages of this I will endure...you know we move through these stages in life. Sometimes we are one way and other times we are another way. I am entering a new stage in my life and the circle of life is well tricky and surprising. At the top of the line again......starting over in some way. Life is about change....I guess change is ready for me. I must admit that I am happy that its g oing to be just me. Just me doesn't have as many expectations. A new love...awaits. Someone who doesn't have so many problems with me. Someone that doesn't know exactly how I like my burger......Maybe I just want to eat it a diiferent way.....